Pink is sweet :D

 Ignore the messy-ness of the room. this is my dressing room XD

=( Yesterday whole day din sleep at all. Dunno why the brain is still so active when is time for me to fall asleep. Perhaps i think too much nowadays. -.- Without studying also can think so much, Yeah, imma thinking bout something which is so called rubbish. Lol. Brain, pls stop thinking nonsense. I hate insomnia, but everytime come to exam, insomnia will just come to me. >.< Sleep wake cycle is totally upside down. 

Going to meet my primary school besties later. :) Yum Cha Yum Cha !

Pink is Love !!!!!!!!!!!!!

I am typical auntie

I love shopping. And guess what? Today i went to a fair for the loreal, garnier, mabeline, hush puppies, google products and i spent 200++ at there. OMG. But i am happy, Well, i din buy any shirt, all i bought are just some skincare product cause garnier and loreal are always the preferable skincare product for me. But there is freaking so cheap. I mean at least it is cheaper than the market price cause there is kind of big fair. OMG, I am so happy. hehehehhehehehehehhee. imma typical auntie, I dun care. I just enjoy to be a clever consumer XD

Did redness kill u? LOL

Currently i superb love the color of RED. Wearing a red shirt did made me feel a bit brave, perhaps? LOL

And the most important is i found back all my disneyland mickey and minnie mouse stuff. The one i hold in hand is one of the genuine minnie from LA disneyland :) Superb love it when i was young. And of course for now XD

I got Huge Minnie, Medium Minnie and even small size minnie in house now. And all the minnies are from differrent disneyland. Credits to aunt who always buy minnie for me :)

And i love barbie too. LOL

My cousin sis who just married gave me a box of BARBIE. 

OMG. I am so freaking happy

Not to say i am childish, but i really a barbie fans

okay, as well as LEGO. :D

Last time mummy bought me a lot of barbie and i cut all their hair and ended up in garbage i think. LOL

This holiday really made me found back all kind of childhood memories.

These are all just simply so sweet :)

Fringe is getting longer and longer, what to do? ><

Life :)

Sometimes in life,we have the faith, have the heart to go realize the dream that we wish to do so badly, But alas, sometimes condition just do not allow us to do so. How sad is that. Or perhaps i can say it as not just condition, is that sometimes we don't have the gut to do so. I admit i am timid, timid enough to do things i wanna do. Until now, I am already a 20-year-old girl, yet i still afraid to do something i really like. I wonder why, am i always the girl who lives under the shelter of daddy mummy? Why i cant just be brave and take the initiative to step out ? I dunno =(

How i wish to join this and that to show out my real concern to the world >< My 20 year old birthday wish- BE BRAVE ! BE YOURSELF . hope i can do this XD <3

Today was a fairytale

Went to starwalk today. 7km, it is just sap sap water to me . LOL. Feel no pain at all after the 7km walk. Perhaps my every-morning-exercise-plan did helped me train my stamina to be better. :) * Proud * But very disappointed din manage to be the lucky girl that walk away with the ipad 2 :( * Sobbing *. Heart completely broken

Last week a lot of things happened and my mood blatantly become very bad. Not PMS, It is purely bad mood. Somemore being gek by people. Luckily it is getting a bit better now :D Hope everything tune to be better .

Today was a fairytale <3

Regret Me

I seriously dunno why everytime after a decision made, confirm on the months ahead, definitely no doubt that my regret-ness will come back. No matter how confident am i confirm that i wont regret when i made that decision, yet i still feel regret in the end. Gao tim the 1st case, and now the 2nd one. Why I am this kind of easy-regret-after-making-decision people? This seriously make me don dare to step out to start any relationship. I really scare. I am not as strong as what others see in me. i have a fragile heart and brain that make me think a lot. Perhaps i am too free to simply think. Better keep myself occupied with lotsa of work so that i won have this kind of feeling X(

ABHORNESS

Very moody nowadays. I hate u . HATE DIE U !!!!!!!!!!!!

Weirdo

Love my Red Minnie Luggage :) XD <3

Love comes and goes easily. Quoted from a movie. :)

I admit i can like peepo in the first sight, and i can dislike him in the second sight. (Declaration: Imma not a playgirl) The feeling is not love, is the like feeling that make u feel like know more about that somebody :)

Well, there is a him who i have some good feeling towards in the beginning, 

Cause he is kind of very sweet and the most important is he is very 体贴. I like 体贴 People. :)

Maybe the good feeling towards him is just a bro-sis feel. Yeah, Kind of.

And very soon because of both of us are having hectic medical student life, We din really contact with each other and as time pass, i start to have 0 feeling towards him, I mean just a good friend feeling, at least for now :) But then these few days he seem to contact me very often. He even asked me out for a trip, Just me and him, with his 2 friends which is couple, How weird is that ,right? I told him to find his boy friend instead of me. But he told me that he wanna find me cause his friends are couple and it is weird to find a boy to acc him for the vacation. =.=!!! How sweat is that. If i am able to go out with my boy punya friends, i also wont go with him albeit he is kind of my good friend. Just it is very weird. Luckily i set my blog just for invited readers, if not, I cant even write what is my real thought, I din really give my blog links to the others, cause i don like many of them to read my blog, This will limit my ability to write out what my genuine thought. Cause u knw, It is hard to consider this and that before u write something. I just want to write whatever my feeling is and thats all. I prefer a stranger to read my blog seriously. Cause he or she knows nothing about me and perhaps with this he or she can give a better advice or whatsoever thing that i shared.

Before edit

After edit

Spot the difference? Yeah, that is my camera skill is so freaking bad. kay, blame my phone cam. LOL. *sorry for the self-love session. Imma narcissistic XD. Eye-irritator ><"

Ok, thats all for now :) Have a nice day peeps XD Love ya 

Z.Z

OMG, I sleep for 12 hours everyday without counting in my power nap >.<. No matter is vacation or in ipoh, 12 hours sleep is a need for me . Awwwwwwww, How sad is that. Sleep till i dunno what is the time. :( Sleep till mummy always yell me to wake up >.< Last time , I just need 6- 7 hours i will wake up eventually, but now. OMGoshhhhhhhhhh

Last Minute? NO NO NO

I abhor last min plan. Thus, don ever ask me out last minute. Mostly, I will reject u. And there is somehow a plan carrying out in these few weeks, yet there is no an exact answer for me. OMG, I really speechless. Just a vacation, Why they just cant set a date and thats all, full stop for everything. Arghhhhh, I just don like to be informed in last minute and i gotta prepare everything in last minute. I am not that versatile, i admit. I do everything according to plan. I really hope people can understand me, that is me. A No-No-No Last minute girl.

Stand by me

Off to swimming yesterday at 3pm in the afternoon. LOL. Can u just imagine how tanned am i after the swimming session. But anyway, i enjoyed that. Maybe long time din immersed myself in the olympic pool, I feel a bit lag in the swimming session yesterday =(  Arghhhhhhh >< Gotta work more on it. Went to squash court yesterday with daddy, and i planned to sign up for a squash class since daddy dunno how to play too. ^^  I played that in Uni with friends before, but that time just play play and doc kelvin did taught me some techniques. So hope i can catch up the skills quickly. :) Haiz, This holiday really boring. And it makes me lazier and lazier. I knw i mentioned zillion times in the post before that i am getting lazier, but this is the truth. LOL

Proudly introduce to u the oldies love song - Stand by me by a band. Click Play :) and put the headphone on the ears and enjoy :)

 

Sounds awesome, right?
Super like this song albeit this is an oldie :) LOL

Went to church yesterday for a concert with daddy mummy. Feel how great is the GOD. And there is only one GOD in the world, No matter is the allah, jesus or na mo 佛教, God just love us. A meaningful close up with the GOD :) God bless u and me :) Cheers :D

I am the chef !

 Guess what i had for my supper yesterday night ?

LOL . Lobster ! Small sized lobster, not the super large sized lobster that we eat in the super-expensive-buffet.

The most important is i am the chef for the supper.

Hahaha. Praise me. Cause i am not a frequent-kitchen-visitor usually.

I helped mummy to clean the lobster and arranged it on the plate.

Not only this, mummy even let myself tried out the new recipe that i created in these few weeks.

Cheesy- baked lobster
Sounds nice right?

Check this out :)

Yeah, it is superb finger-licking-good.

Dad and mom even praised my secret chessy recipe.

LOL. *proud*

And today, i made the breakfast for my dearest mummie. 

Cheesy baked butter bread. 

2305, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMIE ! =D

Early morning, got the text from daddy,

Saw mummy smiling at the phone, 

I grabbed her phone and read the msg out,

Daddy wrote- To my dear wife, Happy birthday.

Eeeeeeeeeyer, so sweet. LOL XD

Just came back from kedah, and maybe will go back again to stay there for some period of time

Since aunt asked me go back acc ah ma, 

then maybe follow aunt go sydney australia. LOL

Gotta go back to old folks home and orphanage to help out.

Waiting for them to arrange the time for me.

:) Hope can help out those older peepo and the abandoned children in this period.
:)

有时很多事情我很想去做，

但我没那个胆子去做。

希望有朝一日，

我能克服这弱点

Randomie :)

Black Canyon Chocolate drink. It just simply melts my heart :) 

Flower bits <3 Yum Cha time ! ~ ( Fringe Fringe Fringe ><)

These few days, except everyday busy going out with friends and family, i also give myself lil time to watch a superb nice HK drama - 刑警. I dunno whether this is an outdated drama or updated drama. But i just wanna say this drama is AWESOME. I love watching TVB Drama. Because of exam, long time din really touch those series drama. Cause as we all knw, it is addictive. Once u start to watch the 1st episode. Oh gosh, U just cant resist yourself to continue watching the following episode until u get to know what is the ending. 

This is the yeng geng :)

I got this drama from my friends who gila all the TVB drama. Awwww, this really nice , i mean nt that boring like others drama who always discuss bout love. This drama show us how the polices in HK went to solve all the bizarre cases. 

MAD SIR !


And i superb salute and love this guy ! Mad sir. He is so cute yet so  geng in the drama. :) Love him !!!!!!!!!!!


Besides movies, i also just discovered mom's HP actually got a lot of nice games. Again, addicted to games. LOL. Samsung Galaxy Ace,  a touch screen phone, sort of i-phone stuff. And the function, the colour, everything is perfect. I can even play angry birds, fruit slice and even my 3D basketball thru this lil touch-screen-phone. Alas, mummy just knw how to use it to call and Sms. LOL.

Heading back to Kedah later. :) Wedding Wedding XD.



Sometimes, time do really wash away the memories, Perhaps not all, part of it is enough. And i am glad that time do heal :) Jia You Cause u successfully did the 1st step :) U are on the right path. Forget the past :)


Way to go :)
Lurve ya lotssss 


~Bon Voyage ~

My Valentine

If there were no words 

No way to speak 

I would still hear you 

If there were no tears 

No way to feel inside 

I'd still feel for you 

And even if the sun refuse to shine 

Even if romance ran out of rhyme 

You would still have my heart 

Until the end of time 

You're all i need 

My love, my valentine 

All of my life 

I have been waiting for 

All you give to me 

You've opened my eyes 

And showed me how to love unselfishly 

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before 

In my dreams i couldnt love you more 

I will give you my heart 

Until the end of time 

You're all i need 

My love, my valentine 

La da da 

Da da da da 

And even if the sun refuse to shine 

Even if romance ran out of rhyme 

You would still have my heart 

Until the end of time 

Cuz all i need 

Is you, my valentine 

You're all i need 

My love, my valentine


My current lovie love songs <3

~MY VALENTINE~

寂寞寂寞就好

我寂寞寂寞就好 

你真的不用來我回憶裡微笑

我就不相信我會 笨到 忘不了 賴著 不放掉

人本來就寂寞的 借來的都該還掉

我總會把你戒掉

:)

A very nice lyrics that i just found out although i listened to this song and even sang this in K BOX for so many times. Music, sometimes does assembles human. The rhythm, the lyrics, everything in the music. Listened to river flow in you today, and i feel so ehem. Something like cold? Yeah, perhaps. Dig out all the memories, cause it is kind of sad song. :'(

In the midnite, with the headphone on. Listen to the music is the best part of life. Sometimes, music made u wont feel lonely albeit in the reality u are lonely. Music is always the best companion no matter where u goes. :) Okay, crapsssss again. 

Currently, life is so freaking boring. Wonder how can i manage to go through these 4 months. Sopor gang din come down this week cause my schedule is a bit rush if they come down now. How sweet are them. considerate :) Anyway, sometimes although very busy with all the not-suppose-to-busy-thing, yet feel very kong xu. Weird, right? Arghhhhhhh >< Havent really meet up with the friends in ipoh, i wanna meet them, but feel very lazy. Just... omg, i am gettin very lazy day by day. WHAT TO DO? ><

Watched a video that a friend posted in fb, wow, that video really assembles what libra-ian think. Seriously, every sentence. So true. If really can find a peepo who is so truly understand each other, well, that is really a miracle. Cause i met one only b4 this, and the one already out of the diary of my life. thus, please appreciate the one who really understand u. 

Anyway, i love holidays, but not too long. sufficient holiday is good enough. Arghhhhh, OMX please don be so lazy ah >< Gear up !

PARTY SONGS !!!!!!

Currently in love with all the rocky party songs ! Check this out :

Feel like party after listening to these songs? YEAHHHHHH 

Jennifer lopez feat pitbull - ON THE FLOOR has been mummy's favorite once her album is released. 

Omgawddddd, party time just gotta ON ON ON ! Not to forget black eye peas- The time. How awesome is the feeling to hit to the party. 

Okay, of course my favourite GLEE cast did some party songs as well. Check this out :

FRIDAY Glee version. A lot better than the rebecca black version. Prom night. What a sweet memories flashed back. Prom queen? LOL.

Or maybe dancing queen?

Hahaha. I love these songs. And a lot more. Okay, i love all the party rockie songs that make me feel like hit to the party !!!!!!!!!!!!

Wonder when the glee gotta organize a gleek party for the gleeksssss. Has been imagine how awesome is the gleek party. !!!!!!! Awwwwww,  <3

HOLIDAYSSSSSSSSSSSSS

Pro result is out and thx GOD i heard my name being called out by the doctor. Feel so relieved albeit mentor and PA told me that i passed before the doc called out my name. But it is still nice to be double confirm. So yeah, officially we finish the 1st year of medic uni life. Going into 2nd year in september. Awesome 4 months holiday officially start with no worries and totally BOOK OFF. LOL. Straight away took the flight fly to KL to kick off our book off holiday. And Ms Cha Mei Yee is our tour guide. Okay, perhaps we don own a tour guide since most of the time she also blur blur. LOL.

We stayed in Ms cha's house in Pj. Her family is so nice. But kind of complicated. Hehehe. Anyway, have a very nice sleep in her house cause i gotta share a single beddie with HY for 3 nights. This is the 1st time i ever share a single bed with friend. Cause my beddie in house is queen size and i can roll here and there. >< Anyway, intimate relationship can be developed over here. LOL. not me, since i am totally a straight person, but not sure for our ms cha and ms teoh. LOL

We went to lotsa of nice places. But mostly is SHOPPING COMPLEX. cant blame us cause we are girls. Alas, the sunway lagoon plan failed cause of the girl problem =(  Never mind, we will still go there next trip :) LOL. Shock to say that i spent almost RM250++ Per person for 3 days 3 nights without buying anything. RM250++ we spent it all on food and activities. Okay, honestly most of it we spent it on FOOD. and yeah, i am gaining weight day by day. Who cares, right? Cause i will hit to the swimming pool everyday so that i can eat more and more. Hahahaha. I am a great eater seriously. food is the only stimulant for me to be happy XD.

Except FOOD, we went to ice skating. For the 1st time in my life, i tried this. I din plan to join them to skate before this, thus i wore the short pants and without bringing any glove.  Cause mummy is heading to kl for convention and i am joining her for the shopping session. Shop with mummy is the best part cause u just need to point out what u want and mummy will pay for it. Hahahahha. How awesome is that. Anyway, i just bought few shirts in KL cause there are too many choices till i blur. Thx mama <3 Muaxssssssssssssss. 

Okay, back to the ice skating part, i joined them for a while since the price is reasonable for that day. And yeah, Again, Cha Mei Yee be our coach since she is pro in the skating part. But most of the time she is teaching HY since my balancing skill is better than her. But then there was a bunch of guys approached me and taught me. So coincidently i found out that one of the bunchie guys is my friends' friend. Okay, CMY keep saying that i managed to get bunchie guys in 30 secs =..= I am totally speechless. Just wanna say, i enjoy the session of skating but no more next time cause i am now having whole body aching =( So torturing.

Here is some of the pictures. Very lazy to upload. LOL.  

Next trip will be penang. Then Kedah. And my bunch of uni mates are coming to ipoh. My turn to be a tour guide. Anyway, ipoh is nice. A food paradise. So, for sure they wont be regret coming cause ipoh is awesome !

Kay, Till then and have a great day peeps :)

Adios XD

50-50

I got to know my result yesterday. Our lovely mentor called ummu and told her that our group all PASS. Well, i am still 50-50 believe in this cause ummu din seem to be in a serious mode when she told me this. LOL. Never mind, just wait for 11:00 p.m later. And thx GOD for everything. Albeit i am not that extreme happy, still i feel grateful. :) Gotta leave my SGD member, seriously i will miss them, okay, part of them especially baba. A girl who act really fight for her dream, she is my partner and she really sayang me very much. And of course will miss my superb leader azuan who always being bullied by me. LOL. Never mind, I know u guys love me too XOXO narcissistic me >< Kay, praying hard all of us pass and break the record of USM. :) GOD Bless.

Randomie *_*

Going back to KEL tonight and mummy asked me not to be nervous. Well, actually, i already dun have any feeling de, NUMB. But still worry whether can pass or nt.  Sometimes, peepo cant put too high hope on something, cause u will feel very down when ur hope CRUSHED.  Whatever ler. Past is passed de. LOL.

Oh yeah, just change the skin of the bloggie. Whole bloggie pinkie pinkie. Awwwwwww, too gross for u? LOL, then just click the x box up there and bon voyage. Life after holiday is simply awesome with every-day-eat-sleep-movie. But i wonder 4 months holiday if i keep doing the same routine eat-sleep-movie, then i really =..= de. Haiz. Too long the hol till i dunno how to utilize it. I rather prefer it to sneak in some of this long holiday into the interval of our semester break. =(   No mood to really enjoy the hol since i haven get my result. Every morning on9, there is somebody there keep asking me what am i going to do today, and i am like =..=, Har, what i am going to do is non of ur buisness, kay?  No offence but i just don have interest on what u are doing and i dun like peepo keep asking me what am i doing, what time i wake up, where i went today, all of these questions seriously make me feel pissed off. And u are nt somebody who has the power to ask me. Seriously pissed off cause u make me gotta off9 to avoid u this kind of peepo. >< (okay, maybe i over react but i just don like)

Weather in IPOH is almost same as in Kel. HOT till speechless. 

Off to pack my stuff. Cause i am heading to KL provided my result is okay. Gotta hit to sunway lagoon and all the superb restaurant. Oh yeah, and all the shopping centre. Last week hot-sizzling-thailand trip havent shop 99, this time gotta rockxxxx the shopping centre de. LOL. And water park in sunway, OMG, i just simply love the feeling playing water under the hot sun. And the amusement park, gotta scream till i feel relieve. Arghhhhhhh, crossing finger that me and HY will pass. Oh ya, of course everyone of us :)Hehehehehe. Bon voyage ! ~ 

Awesome !

Heading back to IPOH. OMG, See my "cham" look, after exam, i am totally look like a vampire. dad and mum said my eyes look like PANDA. >< Yeah, cause i slept just 3 hours the day b4 the mcq paper =(

For the 1st time in my life, I GOT A GUCCI BAG. Awwwwwwwww, thx to mummy for giving me this present. I aim to buy a bag like this long time ago, but didn't think of a branded bag like gucci which is very expensive, and nw here is this lil gucci bag that i love. LOVE LOVE LOVE !

I like the GG logo, it is like the hello kitty logo. LOL. Yeah, i like hello kitty. XD. Must really  take care this lil baggie well well ! :)

And yeah, i got myself a lacoste  collar t. It is a bit expensive, but i just simply like the crocodile over there and the quality is totally a thumbs up ! So nice to be wear on. So , it is worth to buy !
WELL, LIFE AFTER EXAM IS SO SIMPLY AWESOME. I simply enjoy the life without doing anything. Yesh, i am lazy. But life like this really seem to suit my style more. LOL. Few more days gotta head back to uni to take result. OMgawdddddd, butterfly gutter in stomach d >< Hope all of us pass (Crossing fingers praying) OH yeah, if result is good, straight away head to KL AND ROCK KL NIGHT WORLD. Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. Just cant imagine the insane lifestyle after this. <3
Till then peeps.
Have a nice day XD

Craving for starbucks coffee? Here u go

Check these out peeps. I thought the happy hours ended today. =( So freaking depressed. But then the happy hour come back again from today onwards till 15th of MAY. Okay, forgive me. cause i am super craving for starbucks coffee. I am a STARBUCKS SUPER FANS. Cant resist the temptation of those lil coffee bean which stimulate my lil taste bud to send such a sweet signal to my brain to be integrated. =..= Okay, stop with all the scientific thing that i learnt . 


Just wanna tell the world that, I AM REE. TOTALLY FREE. HOLIDAY WITHOUT A SINGLE PIECE OF NOTES, NOT EVEN TO MEMORIZE trichuris trichiura or whatsoever werido bacteria names and terms. HOOOOOOOOOORAYYYYYYYYYYYY. But stop, i am actually not that HAPPY compared to what i expected. Just i can feel the burden in my heart is finally gone. Happy to finish exam? My ans would be: Can i resit again?? i wanna resit my OSPE paper. =( MCQ also OMGAWDDDDDDDDDDDD. Many SHOOT 1. Asking us how the nerve circle here and there, circle where. I was like :har, apa ni. I just know where it is innervated saja worr. Somemore, real lot of things that studied before i can just TING, totally forget. Wonder is my memory so poor? All the notes studied also alomost 4 times de. And i am those typical student that MUST ATTEND CLASS & MUST LISTEN TO LECTURE 1. Somemore, after lecture, for sure i will revise once ( okay, except some boring notes like pharmaco and some biochem for endocrine), Or maybe if there is any event like CNY Night or MOONCAKE night that we gotta run ourselves real busy, okay that time is also the time that i become a slumber.) People said: If u in class, u listen to the teacher, u no need study during exam also can get a very good result. =..= This is the theory that i always applied in my life somemore tambah before teacher teach, i read it first , yet the result still ---------------------> SUCKSSSSSSSSS. Perhaps that is my own prob. Haiz. Anyway, i really find that listen to the lecturer when he or she is teaching is really a good way for u to absorb the knowledge.


Okay, shadddddup about all those freaking knowledge thing. Book free for 4 months. Should be real happy. Okay, i will. After 11th of MAY. I sincerely hope ALL THE 1ST YEAR WILL PASS. Initially after my 2 SEQ paper, I start aiming for VIVA. Cause i think i did quite okay for the essay,  but still got a lot of wrong thing that answered. But at least i feel that it was like okay, macam boleh aim for viva. But then till the night before OSPE, the body already half dead, freaking tired. Because pia 2 night continuously, and the immune system start to shut down. And the next day tamparan yang paling besar- The ospe paper. Haiz. Then the mcq paper. KILL DIE ME. Now just aiming for pass. Cause i think i can fail my ospe or mcq paper since there is really lots of things that I DUNNO HOW TO DO. Pls don fail me, i wanna go to 2nd year sun sun li li. I tak mau retain  ah =(


HOL MOOD ON. Dad and mum are on their way coming to fetch me now. Omgawddddddddddd, i just simply love to be a slumber. Gotta head back to clear my stuff. Aiyoyorrrr, wonder why i got so many stuff, real lots. And all the notes occupied my XXL luggage bag d. =..= Suddenly very salute with myself cause i able to study all these thick notes successfully. Yoooooooohooooooooooo. LOL. Have a nice day and bon voyage !

What a girl wants?

What a girl wants?

Romance? Or the Love?

Some girls they involve themselves in relationship because they need love,

not to say that they love their partner,

just purely they need someone to be there for them,

When they are lonely? Yeah, perhaps. 

Everyone need a ppl to be there when we feel lonely, agree, right?

but not necessary to be a BF or GF, it can be ur BFF too.

Okay, talking back bout romance.

Had a weird dream just now.

I dreamt someone standing down my block and light up candles to me. (with a love shape and he is standing inside) Awwwwwwww

OMG, so sweet, right? Idk why this dream come to me and actually albeit it was very vivid 

yet i feel so sweet. Just a simple thing that u make from ur heart sincerely can cheer ur partner up.

As long as u are sincere, no need any diamond ring or any expensive branded thing

Girls will happy, perhaps not all, but majority. Cause i am one of it. 

Girls are just as simple as ABC.

It is not difficult to understand them.

if u really put effort into knowing them.

Perhaps girls think too much sometimes,

and may be they love to talk something irony.

For eg, when they said they don wan, but actually they just want it.

Haha. this is girls.

If u say boys easy to understand than girls,

well my ans is hell to the no.

I have a lot of close guy friends,

but sometimes i don even really know what they are thinking.

Guys even complicated than girls,

they don show off what they are thinking

they hide it, in a context of "high EQ" (quoted from a friend of mine)

Anyway, for those who are dating right now,

appreciate ur partner and please don fool around with the feeling,

this is seriously not a game , this is about who will acc u till u reach the end of ur life.

For those who still single, for girls, yes we still can dream,

true love do exist. 

just look at the prince wedding with his beloved wifie.

That is just a dream come true cinderella story in disney.

For guys, okay, i dunno. Cause i dun un what guys are thinking

they are COMPLICATED. 

LOL

Hit back to my revision. Last day tomorrow.

500 MCQ QUESTION

Omg, SHOOT IT PRECISELY AND GET IT RIGHT.

LADYLUCK, Pls be with me. 

God bless and cheers :)

bye peeps <3

WTH

What the shit are all the questions? And what the fish is the nervousness that rush up till cant think of anything. WTH. Just finished my OSPE paper, and i feel like dying, feel like *&^%$#@!@#%^^&*(. Once all of us out from the MPG, 1st thing is wth. Those questions really............. UNEXPECTED. THE MOST SHIT THING IS I CANT EVEN DETECT THE RADIAL PULSE OF THE PATIENT. Wonder why i choose the FAT 1, RATHER THAN THE SKINNY 1. =..= Fat till cant detect the pulse, seriously die liao, nutri active station all 0 markah, lagi die. And the practical about the PCV, SHIT DIE DIE. And all the muscles =..= I read what u dun wan to come out what. WTF. Seriously pissed off de. SPOILT MY MOOD BLATANTLY ! NO MOOD TO HOLIDAY DE. =(

D.I.E

Do ur part, and let GOD handle the rest

I believe that if we do our very best, the GOD will do the rest.

Miracles do happen sometimes in life.

And yeah, it just happened in my life these few days.

I believe that my passion and my hardwork did make the GOD granted me with the miracles.

To study so many things just in 1 night? Hell no, it is impossible, 

but i did it, with a 100% understanding and memorizing.

I know GOD gimme the strength to move on whenever i feel like giving up.

Albeit i am sipeh stress, yet i study till very happy in these few days.

Seriously, find back the enjoyment in the process of learning.

With no regret even though i did quite a lot of silly mistakes in my 2 SEQ PAPER.

I have ample of time left. I was like =.=

 Everyone is running out of time, and i even have time to check thru the paper?

I tot i forgot to do some of the question, but flip through all the papers, Yeah, i finished.

For the 1st paper, yes, i din miss anything.

and for the 2nd paper which just passed 1 hour ago,

Omg, i realized that i just drew the flow chart without describing it in paragraph for 2 questions.

 And i din see the word DESCRIBE until the very last minute. =..= Screw u

Anyway, it is okay, cause i believe that my flow chart did contribute some marks.  Although i wrote wrong answer for some questions, and forget to write this and that for some question.

 But i still feel happy and glad cause my brain is really functioning. 

At least i know how to do and know how to link, the process is more important than the result.

 Gambateh lah, everyone. Just 3 more papers to go. 

OSPE, i am going to score u tomorrow. 

BLESS ME,PEEPS.

And thx to my dearest parents for all the support they given to me. 

If nt, i masuk siao lang keng liao. LOL

Have a nice day :)

=( =(

I VERY GAN JIONG.
VERY NERVOUS.
Nervous till no appetite to eat anything albeit i am freakin hungry.
wanna cry liao, my musculo all forget. Really Fishhhhhh
study till so sanfu and nw i forgot everything.
sobbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb
Ordered mcd and tot initiate my appetite centre.
but after the 1st bite, i already dun feel like eating.
somemore, i fa pi qi to mummy when she called me
now think back feel so damn guilty.
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Very sad, dunno what to do, lost. =(

Again? Shoo u screw u

I FALL SICK AGAIN. 

IN THIS CRITICAL PERIOD

OMGAWDDDDDDDDDDD

STAY STRONG AH OMX

LIFE LIKE THIS

life like this is just like in NERAKA. 

Rectangular ME. RECTANGULAR HYPERBOLA CURVE FOR the  Velocity vs [s] curve =.= I just try to recall stg when saw this face. lOl.

KILL U. WHEN CAN I END THIS HELL LIKE LIFE? ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
*anyway, it is just a bread knife =.= I used to sapu my peanut butter1, wont kill die ppl *

Forgive her, she is insane d. Seriously, not even a single word can best describe her except SIAO

GOTTA HEAD BACK TO SHIT NOTES AGAIN. REALLY SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. WHEN CAN FINISH MY DEAR NOTES ? I WANNA GO HOME =(

ANYWAY, miss this kiddie damn much, he kept asking mummy when mei xuan jie jie coming bak again? LOL, i guess he misses me as well. min min, just 1 more week, i can HUG u de. Wait for me. Smoooooochesssss. Miss ur kissie XD

war begin again ='( what a life. * Cries*

sorry for the continuous emo post cause in this critical period, i just can think of all this emo thing.
bye peeps 

Depressed to the max

Saw the SK peepo who study with me in the study room packed their things and left me in the room alone, i feel like crying. =( A lot more to go, and i have no time. I already study very hard de, but the speed is still slow. Again, today i cried. I told myself nt to cry cause after i cry, i will be tired then cnt study de. But then, really cnt tahan. Tears rolled down. Stress like HELL. And now i am alone in the study room. Seeing ppl study with u leave u. OMG. *Cries* I wanna go home so badly. Seriously, I need a hug right now. =(

I LOVE U

I forced everyone to say : I LOVE U to me. ( Mayb nt forcing, they do it in a voluntary way. LOL). 

I feel so BLISSFUL.

I just dunno why i love to listen to this three words. Hahaha

No matter is from my BFF, my parents or even my roomie.

Hahaha. Just now when both of us feel STRESS, 

I went to her place and say:

Shahidah, boleh cakap u sayang xuan?

Then she said: I sayang xuan.

I FEEL EXTREMELY HAPPY.

LOL. Found another way to distress.

How awesome is it when u say " I LOVE U" to others and make people around u HAPPY.

Okay, perhaps i have some defect on the premotor or prefrontal cortex. 

LOL. Just I AM HAPPY.

PURE LOVE from friends around u by saying I LOVE U seriously make u appreciate them.

TO ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS,

I LOVE U.

(drooling, lol *=)*)

Head back to notes.

I LOVE U WORLD

I LOVE U GOD

I LOVE EVERYTHING.

LOL

I am DEAD

Seriously, 6 days left and i got 6 MAJOR BLOCK LEFT.

U knw what i feel right nw?

i feel like DYING.

Being a medical student, 

hardwork is nt the utmost thing,

Have a brilliant brain is the utmost thing to success

I really put a lot of effort,

perhaps my progress too slow or what,

i still have a lot to go.

Arghhhhhhhhhhh. =( Sobbing

I need a SHOULDER 

not for me to lean on,

but for me to BITE.

LOL. Yes, i love to bite things.

Be careful ya.

Going to be sot de.
SOMEmore stress till fever de.

Cant think of if really fail the exam, (TOUCH WOOD)

i think i will just enter the 5th floor of HUSM 

remember visit me at that time.

Bye peeps with A dead fish me =(

I WANNA BITEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.!!!!!!

一千零一个愿望

就算天再高又怎样，只要踮起脚尖， 就更靠近阳光

要勇往直前地飞翔， 没有到不了的地方。

加油 :)

New badge coming in.

Sometimes, when u thought that u forgot everything de, U put down everything de. But some small thing just like the aroma can initiate the action potential in ur neurons to remember that stg again. Why cant just the brain chop off the memory part of " un-wantable".

Anyway, still a dead fish right now. Hell to the no. Haiz. Guess what? The new badge of future medic students are coming today for the interview. So fast, 1 year passed and it was like i just finished my interview yesterday. Time flies, and now i am here, nt for the interview,but sitting for the most important exam that make me almost half insane de. Primary motor cortex as well as primary somatosensory cortex half dead de. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Haiz. talking bout the future medic students that come for interview, the guy who condemn USM and matric ppl got the interview and he is coming for the interview. I saw it from FB. WTH is him doing. Condemn this uni but come to this uni to study? LMAO. Seriously pissed off. Cause with his this kind of attitude to become a doc in the future? OMG, bioethics TOTALLY IS A F - FAILED ! Anyway, with his 4 flat result in STPM, for sure EASILY HE CAN GET A PLACE HERE. good luck to u if u are to be my direct. LOL. *Evil grin*

Gotta back to my revision. Sigh. Life like this seriously sucks till the max. Dunno how many weeks din go jogging and play basketball de. =(  Haiz. Never mind. Few more days only. Gambateh ya !

LIFE SUCKSSSSSS

OMG. I seriously forgot when is the last time i act enjoy studying. Form 5? Matric? But not totally now. Exam oriented system has totally make me feel soul-less. Everyday wake up in the morning, I tell myself : Mei Xuan, u must study this this this and complete it by today ya. But everytime i failed to do that. Cause i feel breathless when i start to sit down and flip thru my notes. Seriously, alot more to go. I am quite behind compared to the others cause i am quite slow in chunking notes. I wanna read every single details in the notes. Tats y i scored everytime in my MCQ *winkie* But nt the SEQ cause i easily forget things. Haiz. I feel so dead right now. Every morning adrenaline rush and make my mind totally in a panic-study-mode. Then finally tak boleh study. Arghhhhhhh. Wonder will i get heart attack and die just like that before i able to graduate. *Cries* I seriously dunno what to do =((

The weather in Kel is like desert right now. Cactus can even grow in kel de. Sweat like hell every night. Seriously, one day i bathe for 5 times maximum. Omgoshhhhhh. I think stroke gotta attack me if the weather continue hot like this. It is burning flaming hot. The sweat is like pipe water oozing out from the sweat gland. I am nt exaggerating . This is true. When i sleep in the night, I on my lil small fan, yet i hot like nobody. The next morning, my bedsheet is wet and my pyjamas is wet as well. OMG. What kind of stupid weather is this? Totally spoilt people study mood. Please come to kel , my dear rain god. Give us some fresh air to smell !!!!!!!!! I need zephyr, need fresh air to feel ALIVE.

Bestie birthday today. Did a simple celebration to her. Planned long time de. Hope she like it. =)  Hehehehe :/

Somebody please slap die me, cause idk what i am doing right now =( I hate this kind of stupid life. Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Oh yeah, read this stupid post as well. F*** DIE THIS PAPER !
http://www.malaysiakini.com/news/162002
1 melayu? LMAO seriously. Mou sor lahhhhhh.

p/s: Just now after BM exam, i realize my malay level is decreasing. Awwwwwwwwwww. U knw what? I just think of all the eng word when i wrote the essay. I don even knw how to spell restaurant in the malay. End up, i spell it in eng. Arghhhhhh. A lot phrases i wrote it in eng. Die 99 this time. Thinking of should i write my blog in malay to improve my malay? LOL Siao lang.

The Recent ME :)

This chic rice ( bak zam gai) Is seriously THUMBS UP, TOES UP. it is in Kelantan where me and parents able to discover. Yummy ! Must TRY !

My favorite secret recipe cake. CHOC INDULGENCE. Even tried a new flavour. Choc strawberry. NICE ! 

This is the part of view of KELANTAN. Quite okay lah actually. LOL

MIRRORR MIRROR ON THE WALL !

Morning woke up with a simple smile on the camera just cheer ur day up XD Yeah, i am narcissistic =P
P/s: My friends said i macam fong lek sang punya sister wor in this pic LOL. If is real, then memang very good de. Haha

Porridge Porridge warm the stomach !

I love SQUIDSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS SAMBALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL !~

OMG, I LOVE OH JIAN. MUST GO TO PENANG EAT TILL LAO SAI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK. not lao sai. Cnt Cnt. Haha

I MISS ALL SORT OF TV PROGRAMME ! =( 4 MONTHS I WANNA WATCH TV TILL LAO SAI !

LAO SAI AGAIN? omgeeeeee. NO NO NO. Watch till i syok 

Another panaroma of HP. I baru discover. Ignore the fugly face. LOL

Personally like this very much. Dunno why, feel like this picture got meaning behind XD Mayb i think too much de. LOL

             Omg, see this before? this is giant green chili. 1st time saw it and mummy  bought it. lol

Last but not least, the restaurant where my family hit to for dinner in KEL. Look luxurious, but the  price is actually very REASONABLE Or perhaps i can say as CHEAP. But the food is nice compared to my uni food. LOL. 

And yeah, here are all the pictures i recently took. "Missing- ness" towards parents still kind of lot but i am now able to control de.LOL. Still, i miss them =(  hahahaha. Anyway, life is still rockxxxxxxxxx after the few days ago emo session. Gotta hit back to my CNS ! XD

Love. XOXO =)