Can you feel the love tonight ?

Currently listen to "Can you feel the love tonight", a disney sound track.

I just simply love disney stuff.

Last time, someone did promised me something about my disney dreamland.

Aha, anyway, it passed. Phewwww. whatever.

Okay, back to the main thing, as i mentioned earlier,

it is DADDY'S BIRTHDAY TODAY

Dad and mum (Photo credit to me :), taken when dad and mum came to pahang to visit me- Matric time)

I just texted daddy with a simple, sweet message and shock to say that it cheer him up. Hehehe

With a short message can make daddy happy, i am happy too, can feel his happiness albeit he is working right now, poor daddy. Always say wanna work extra hours to give me money to drink milk =..= Okay, anyway, i just knw that daddy loves me so much. *happy*

But with a Far-ma schorlarship, and i am those who spend sort of quite big amount of money in one shot punya orang, sometimes i did think b4 did i did the wrong choice by rejecting the JPA? I wanted it so badly last time but now i got it and i rejected it. Irony. But dad and mum said it is okay, then it is okay. Haha. No ptptn, no JPA, no other scholarship, just fa-ma scholarship and here am i surviving in USM, pretty awesome,right? Thats y i always say that daddy mummy is the best. :)

Okay, just wanna emphasize that I AM HAPPY CAUSE DADDY IS HAPPY.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!

LONG LIVE U =D

FLU, Again? Ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Arghhhhhhhhh, My flu is getting worsen day by day. Keep sneezing and sneezing and sneezing. Tissue one day can finish one big box. =( I din touch my notes yet. Everyday just went to bed and knock off after consumed the flu medicine which cause me feel drowsy. Slept for 9 hours ++ Everyday yet still very tired. OMX, what happen what happen? Pro is just 2 more months to go and i am still slumbering like a lazy pig. Okay, perhaps can be forgiven cause i not feeling well ( Always a lot of reason). Hehehehe.

28.2.2011 DAD's birthday !!!!!!!! Happy Birthday daddy :) Love ya. Hehehe. Luckily we did helped daddy to celebrate earlier :)

wrapping wantan right now. *Sanfu*

Hope everyone INCLUDE ME can stay healthy always. Flu, shoo shoo shoo ~

Adios <3

25.2.2011 The Big Day

The Choir Family with our dear papa and mama :D Red Dress :D

CNY night ended. Just few minutes on the stage, our 3 months practice come to an end. Weird to say that i feel a bit bu se de and sad.

Yesterday, when all of the choir members put our hand together and shouted jia you before we went out for the performance, i felt something warm. We practice together, sang together, swayed together, laughed together, being scolded together, everything is just so good to be recalled. From zero to a gorgeous choir member, well, i feel so proud. I was a choir member long time ago but act i am still a zero-knowledge ppl on choir until i entered the choir team in USM.

Last night performance was just so AWESOME. All the 1st year performers did a GOOD JOB. Well, a great round applause to US :)

The audience were so supportive and i can heard their woo-hoo shouting voices even i was in quarantine room. Standing on the stage and having the audience's applause, we did feel something deep inside our heart that is OUR HARDWORK PAID OFF. :D


Thx to all the seniors especially my directors- Choo soon and Sarah. The liang cha that u all make for us, the tong sui, the briefing, everything. Really thx :D Albeit u all always scolded us and showed your black face when we were late for practice, u all still the best in guiding us :D

Yesterday, when we stood on the big stage, when the spot light shined on us, we felt like a star, and when i saw choo soon showing a good sign with a big wide smile to us. Wao, i feel so happy and relieved. It was like oh yeah, finally we din run out of tone ! When we sang the last song- GEMILANG, i know everything comes to an end. TT. Sigh ~ Although now i am having bad flu and body ache perhaps fever may come in later, yet i feel that everything is worth :D

That night, i did curl curl on my hair. Thx Yee Lin for helping us in curling the hair. Din plan to curl at 1st cause i just did my rebonding, the cou chiew wah and wei nie kept saying that i am too common and look not-very-pretty in straight hair =.= Arghhhhhh, finally i did the curl. I don really like the curl hair, din match with my charac cause i am kind of "chu lu" hehehe, not subun kind one. Paiseh ya ^^ Others choir members who did curly curly very pretty especially ren ling :) And thx yu rui senior for helping choir member set hair, albeit i din go and set the hair, hehehe, still wanna thx u :D

Ren Ling, the pretty fu gui hua. She is cool. i don dare to kacau her cause kacau her , she don give any response =.=

Enjoy the pictures below :)

Rachel, the grandma which act in comedy. Thumbs up for her. yat lau ! And Wei Nie + Chiew Wah, the chi ling girls, applause to them ! Geng . Last but not least is the Jia Hui, xiang sheng girl girl :D I like her dress. Hahaha. And of course me showing the silly face at the last one :D

Chang Hoong, the guy who act in comedy and choir :D He is funny and siao. forgive him. Hehehe. Victoria, the one who act in comedy as well :D And My dear Jie Ning- Wushu tai ji :D

ME and the tradi dancer- SOPO CHA MEI YEE. She is lefe, but she is cute. I love her way of laughing, she is just so adorable :D

Us with the yu nu :D She (the one in costume is CUTE and NICE ) helped me to make up. TQ :D

Dear lui lui men- Carmen, Corrine, Siew theng, Rachel and the additional GRANDMA RACHEL

Lih Shin and me. She looks cute,right ? Hehehe

Sheau Wei and i. SW, a girl that i salute the most, She is geng in study and geng in handling everything. a good role model for everyone. And she is cute :D

Me and Shangita, my eng and malay classmates :D

Me and DE-BO-RAH, The choir member. I love her friendly-ness :)

Chou Hui Yee finally APPEAR. The girl in pink with the ah wong hairstyle. Woohoo, cheer for her cause she was in wushu team, geng geng geng tapi everyday complain here and there that her legs were pain. Hahahhaa

THE RACHEL GRANDMA who said tat use this photo go beg ppl for money sure got 1. hehehe

Me and min fui. a dental girl girl, prolactin-our secret :P

The night ends with lots and lots of memory. These memories will always engraved in my mind and these experiences are precious. Being a medical student, i feel so proud that i still have time to join the performance, well, but now i am dead since i slept for whole day cause of too tired and not feeling well, okay i admit i am weak. ALWAYS fall sick easily. cnt like that cause a future doc gotta take care of her own health before cure other ppl. Yes, be strong :)

Good night, peepo. Hit off to bed. Tomorrow will be a brand new day for you and me :D

Cheers

Energy GONE

Recently was real busy with the CNY thing, Busy till no time to sleep, everyday practise non stop. Went to lecture pancing ikan. Arghhhhhhh. I am tired. Not enough sleep is killing me. Anyway, i am pretty sure that every chinese in USM are having tiring time in these few months especially this week except for the make up team. Ishhhhh, they so senang. >< Haizzzzz. Tomorrow is the CNY night, hope all of us can perform well and show our very best to the audience. Cause we already started practicing half year before the real CNY night start. This is a huge night for USM and of course for KELANTAN.

Will be update more when i am free (After CNY night, I will be TOTALLY FREE, Oops, no way, i still got sustainable run..... =( Arghhhhhhhhhh, sobbing) haiz. Anyway, Pro is coming, and this week notes i din touch at all. =..= Okay, i am DEAD.

well, F6 friends are asking me about the uni stuff recently. Weird to say not every good-result-ians wanna choose medic. I mean yeah they are bio students, they are interested in bio and why not they choose medic since medic is fun and interesting, just very tough sometimes. In matric last time, Medic is the only popular course that the bio students choose, second was pharmacy. Now the f6ians are interested in biomed, nutritionist, dietician and bla bla bla. Yes, these are quite ok also but these courses din came across matric bio-ians mind at all ( I mean for the good result-ians) And my friends and seniors who did these courses, they are having sort of finding-job-prob when they graduate. Well, perhaps doc will face this kind of prob as well. Anyway, just choose anything we have interest in , that is enough =D

Off to bed cause i am so freaking tired right now. =.=

Good night, peeps :)

Life

Sometimes, i really don't know how to express out what is inside my mind. Perhaps the message i delivered out not what i think. Feeling of delivering concern as a friend to u, but end up i am like insulting you. Well, i am not that good in expressing myself maybe only to u.

Just came back this morning, and guess what? I LOST MY LUGGAGE !!!!! Not really lost, is ppl took my luggage and left her luggage for me =..= WTH on earth this kind of stuff can happen? I was like half awake when the driver asked me go take my bags cause there are only 4 peepo left in the bus back to bengkel. When i went down and take it, MY LUGGAGE WAS GONE. I was trembling that time. Clueless, what should i do. Idk. I am LOST. Called up mummy and a lot more happened in finding the luggage. lazy to describe cause make me so sam tong >< LUCKILY in the end the bus station peepo called up and asked me go take back my luggage. What a tiring day. So bad luck. Sighhhhh

STPM result was out. Well, Sam tet as usual in the top 3. This year ST is in top 2 which has 12 students got 4 flat. Ah gao is one of them. Cheer for her. Lek Lui =D And some of my physic friends. 7 physic student got 4 flat and 5 bio student got 4 flat. Alas, someone who aimed for 4 flat din get 4 flat. GOD arranged everything for us. Road ahead still long way to go. So, don't just because of some small obstacles or failure and give up, it is not worth. Remember, BE GRATEFUL. This is what i always remind myself. Pretty awesome short quote in life.

Result for Selanjar 3 is going to release on next week. I will accept no matter what result that GOD arrange for me. Cause i tried my very very very best this time. Hope my other 2 papers can save up my dying SEQ paper. Crossing finger. GOD Bless :)

STPM

Tomorrow will be a BIG DAY for the six-formers cause they are going to take their STPM results. Okay, idk why i feel anxious too. =.= So weird, i am not the one who taking this exam, perhaps i am worrying about someone. Sometimes, when u sacrificed a lot, din mean that u get the same proportion as what u sacrificed. This happened to the someone when in F5. What a shock for everyone. Hope this time everything will be okay for the someone. GOD bless Everyone includes my gang of friends and all the Form 6 peepo. =D

MAY LUCK BE WITH YOU :)

HAIRBAND

A day with the whitie

A day with the bluie.

This is the hairband

Currently in love with all kind of hairbands in the market, They are just so adorable to be wear on. Okay , honestly i love all kind of cute stuff especially hair accessories. I love RIBBON, POKKA DOTS and a lot more. Thus, i have a lot of clips from maggie t and many other hair acc shop. But then i am a very clumsy girl. Every thing of mine can just disappear in one day time especially clips. Arghhh. Hilang beli hilang beli. This is why mom always mumbled when she saw me buying hair acc again.

Hahaha. This jeans pokka dot hairband i bought it yesterday night and i am wearing it out today when i met with my gang of sopor just now. Hahahaha. I am kind of regret of buying that cause feel that it is not really suit me >< But shock to say that my hairband impressed by the sopor girlsssss. Asking me where to buy this and that. Hahaha

Received a box of best pressie i ever get from my friends, it was a small box and i tot it is just normal thingy inside. Who knows when i opened it, all are hair accessories. OMGEeeeeeeeeeeee. They really know me so well. Cause everytime i c hair acc in a cute little box, i will SHOUTTTTTTTTT. Excited. Hehehe. Okay, i knw it sounds ridiculous. ><

Finish pai pai ah gong, and later gotta go ann ann house cause she is going to leave us to aus to continue her study in dentistry field. So sad. a friend who i know since i was in kindergarten. Hope she bring an ah moh lang when she come back nxt time. Hiak Hiak =P

Cheers :)

Will everything be okay? I am just too fragile to be hurt

When i am talking with my friends about the SEQ, idk why tears rolled down, my heart is pain, and deeply disappointed. I thought i already put down everything and accept whatever result that GOD decide for me. But actually i din really put down. This really break my spirit to study for mcq and ospe. Cried over the spilt milk is stupid. But i just cant control cause it really hurts.. GOD, please bless me with a stronger spirit to move on in my study. I just dun understand why always i put alot of effort, yet i get the adverse result. Sighhhhhhhhhhh.

Cheer up, OMX. Concentrate on next paper. Tell yourself that everything will be okay. Yes, it will. Strongly believe with it, attract the + thoughts. Sometimes, i just hope u are there for me to comfort me cause only u know how important the exam to me. I am not kiasu, just i believe that hardwork will paid off. Now, hardwork just 1 percent, fate is 99 percent. Thats y the world is changing. No use to be hardworking. Sometimes, feel that i am kind of stupid to be so hardworking. What for? Idk. Sighhhhhhhh. I din show my depressed-ness to the others, everything i just keep in the heart and this make me feel much worse. I need a hug to calm me down. Dad and mom =( ..............................

=*( Hang on strong don let the external forces as well as the internal stuffy make break your spirit cause it is not worth. GOD will bless you if u are worth to be blessed. What can i do now is just keep telling myself everything will be okay. Cheer up, OOI MEI XUAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Please release more hormone with happiness for me. I need it so badly

Night, Music, I hearts

Music, is a MUST thing in my life. I simply love the rhythm of the music especially in the night time. I love to sit in the car and listen to the radio and watch the night view in ipoh. This is why i always follow dad and mum to go out gai gai in the night. Indirectly, i am their light bulb. Hehehe.

Red fm, in ipoh is 106.4. The reason i like this fm is it always play the songs that i like and it is always updated from the billboard !!!!!!! Well, i don really like chinese songs, I LOVE ENG SONGS. (Okay, some chinese songs are nice too ) Perhaps being influenced by ah boy :D Hehehe. I love every single new updated song from billboard. I am a billboard member as well :D Wink. Currently listen to Bruno mas- Just the way you are and elevator by david arculeta (thums up) Awwwwwww. So sweet to be listen on this special occasion.
Alas to say in Kelantan, there is no RED FM. and i don really have the time to listen to radio. So sad :( Usually, i will put on my earphone and listen to the songs whenever i am walking, pretty awesome,right? Cause i love music. Music will be on once i wake up. It can boost me up for the day. Music enlighten my day :D Hiak Hiak. In kelantan, currently only i go search for the radio frequency. Luckily, there are still alot of nice radio frequency here but not the red fm :( Nvm larrrrrrrrrr. Hehehe. :D

I love soft music, as well as rock music. Eg DJ got us fallin in love, 2012, club cant handle me ... It is just can make u feel energetic when u feel tired. Hehehe. The pure music, i still remember u said i dunno how to menghayati when i said it was so boring to be listen. Now i love the music that u gave me cause it always calm me down when i feel nervous ^^

Music, part of my life. Night view on street especially IPOH, part part of my life too :D Muahahah. For those not ipoh-ians, just visit to ipoh and go out during the night time, u will love the view. Simply love the piece of silence of night view with music on.

Heartbroken on valentines day :(

Just finished my SEQ paper. The 1st paper in Selanjar 3. Well, kind of disappointed on my performance. I did prepare quite well ( at least i managed to finish all the notes, but not the unlimited paradise), but maybe luck is not by my side.

1st Question- Right Lung. Okay, my question. I just love anatomy compared to physio and biochem. My physio and biochem suckssssss. >< Perhaps my brain more prone to pictures :D Or maybe my understanding power is LOW. Indeed, yes it is LOW. It take me quite some time to finish a note cause i gotta read thru it for several times only i manage to understand 80%, not even 100% :(

2nd question- Stomach and arterial supply. HAPPY !!!!!!! Albeit i din read the stomach notes for 2nd or 3rd time, i still can imagine all the structures, the parts , the arteries. This question is a give-mark-question :D YOooooooohooo. I think if there are not any silly mistake i made when i did the test, the 2 anatomy question i can score FULL MARKS ! *Confident*

Come to the DISASTER QUESTION. Physio + BIochem :(

3, Gall bladder for diff phase. I was like wth >< I studied and memorize for the stomach 1, u come out with gall bladder. And gb is like not so many points worrrrrrrrrrr. Thus, i link it to the stomach 1. I think this still okay okay gua. 50:50

4. WTH question. Chemoreceptors. I read it LONG TIME AGO. and i only read it ONCE. This morning when i revised for the 2nd time, i saw the notes and i read the front cause i din even think before that chemoreceptors will come out. WTH WTH WTH ><

5. == Speechless. Easy question and the stupid me cnt link :( F*** Potassium. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Insulin, Glucagon and aldosterone , acidosis + alkalosis >< Omx omx omx, kenapa mengapa why why why? Why u think and link to the others and wasted such a long time yet u din make to the point. FIshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Read but dunno how to tackle the question- the weak point that i always have. Fishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I never failed SEQ. I never fail any paper in my life before and i hope i won't fail for this paper. ><>< Hopeless. :( Heartbroken on valentines day.

* Salute with my roomie who did her revision last min. She just studied the lung this morning around 730 am and the lung question came out. Such a good luck for her ><>< Ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Concentrate on the next paper. MCQ and OSPE :D Gah yao. I knw i can do it. :D

Thx daddy mummy on this period cause they really support me a lot during the exam period. I love them :D Mwahssssssssssssssss.

Last but not least, HAPPY VALENTINES DAY !!!!!!! Love is in the air. Mwahssssssssssssssssssss

Valentines reminder

Saturated brain.
A lot more to go but the brain is saturated.
Albeit i din feel tired, i just cant take in any more info ><
Ishhhhhhhhhhh. What a waste of time :(
Valentines day is coming. 14 Feb.
Alas to say i got exam.
Actually this occasion din seem to be anything special to me
cause i am in Kelantan and i am single.
If i am in Ipoh, although no bf, but there are still alot of single boyfie and girlfie acc me.
Still remember when i was single long time ago, all of us went out yum cha on the valentines day, it is just like "single" day for the single peepo.
What a long-time-story for me.
Suddenly valentines day remind me of something,
the box that i kept in my cupboard long time ago, and of course the letter that i tear off.
The video, the songs, the choc.
Long time din open the box, everything is still the same i think.
The only thing left that i din throw it away.
Memory . (If i am hard hearted enough, very soon it will be in the garbage bin) :P
Wonder where i put another special thing by a-past-special peepo. Hahaha.

Head back to notes lahhhhhhhhhhh.
Wish me best of luck.
Honestly i don feel like continue study.
Cause tired +sien ><
:( Gambateh lah, Ooi Mei Xuan :D
Believe that YOU CAN.
YES, I CAN =D

Gratitude :D

I just wanna say a BIG TQ to my dear parents who give me full mentally support. They wanna come down just to take some home cooked food for me and support me for the exam. Awwwwww. I love daddy mummy !!!!!

And of course my besties who called up me and asked me gambateh !!!!!!!! Tang que very much. I really feel very touched. I love u all.

Going back home again after exam and i am so excited + Looking forward to it albeit exam haven't even started. Hehehehe. I don care !!!!!!!! I am HAPPY =D. Gotta enjoy enjoy and enjoy :)

Sickness bacteria invade body again. Blame the weak body, haiz. But every greeting and concern from family and friends make me becoming stronger and stronger. I am so BLISSFUL !!!!!!!! Hehehehe.

Sick cat - pre-exam syndrome

Me, always fall sick at the WRONG TIME, WRONG PLACE !
Exam is few days more to go, and i am having severe fever (few days ago) .
Hahaha >< I really beh tahan with my immune system.
Immune system of my body really very geng in finding the time to be weak ==.
Luckily now i feel much more better,
just the hoarseness of the sound is still exist.
Hope everything sun sun li li ah :D

Kena the Clinic bahasa and i feel like shouting WTH once i saw my name on list.
I din expect i kena 1.
Cause act my malay not that bad, kay.
Okay, perhaps on the yang amat berhormat.... very weak ><
Aiya, whatever lah. Just take it easy cause the class is fun :D
Most of the chinese kena and we are like so happy rather than sad.
Hahaha, Think it in a+ way, it enhance my bm skills without paying tt fees,
so awesome,right?
So, don't kira sangat :P

Gotta update more after exam.
Best of luck and hope lady luck is with me in this period.
Gambateh OMX :D
Ush Ush Ush .

Capalang article ==

Saw something that really make my heart pi li pa lang.
One word best describe the feeling right now- Awful.
心酸。
Cant think that i am actually still so care about that.
I am just a moron.
Ruined stg and now i hope that the stg can turn to be stg better.
Stupid, right?
Yes, i am.
Wonder when can i really boleh melangkah out of the memory part?
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Please get out of my brainie.
I hate memories btw me and u to be stay in my lil brainie.
Years and years passed.
But why the memories macam din faded at all?
Okay, male-male-ohm
OMX, forget all the past that u dun wish to remember NOW !
Just remember all the memories that u want to remember.
=.=
Sounds so stupid.
Hahaha.
Hang on strong, girl.
Yesh, listen to what jimmy said.
Back to work =D

CNY is not a CNY

This year CNY sucks to the max.
I got 9 days holiday and after CNY we will have exam -Selanjar 3.
Today is the CNY eve and i left few more days to stay in the house.
Yet, i still haven't really start my revision.
I hate myself, but i just don't have the mood to study.
Arghhhhhhhh. Aiming for a better grade for this exam before this, but now i din study.
Y am i so irony?
Sobxxxxx. I feel stress i but i still don't have the mood to study == .
Okay, whatever. I just. uhhhh >< devastated.

=(