Just a dream

I dreamt bout u last night. Just a dream, memories flash back albeit several years passed.

Seriously, i miss everything. The dream make the missing even more. Hope time can rewind back and u are there for me.

Rainy days make me remember how u came to my school fetched me when i was in high school. U rather let yourself wet , but not to let me wet cause you know i easily fall sick. U went to tution centre and borrowed umbrella then only came to school and walked me there. Honestly, i am touched. We walked in the rain, hand in hand, i know everything will be okay if u are beside me forever and ever.

When i ate wantan mee, it make me remember of how u help to cut my mee cause u know i dun really know how to use chopstick. U put it in the spoon and let me eat. U knw i love to drink not-so-sweet fruit juice. U tried everytime before u let me drink it.

Every afternoon after school, the 1st person i saw is u, standing at the opposite of my school and waiting for me, I was so happy and felt so blissful. We went to vacation together, swam together and watched movie together. Everything was so awesome. Hand in hand jogging together, star walk together and making promises together.

 There are a lot of memories in that  2 years. Forgive my immature personality that worsen our relationship.Perhaps this is the lesson that GOD gave me to let me know how to appreciate ppl beside me.Memories just can always be memories. Please don live in the past, OMX. U let the opportunity slip out from your hand, and now u wish that it will come back to u? GOD is fair, just look forward and without him,there are still lots of ppl there for you. Everything will be okay, always remind yourself all is well, all is well. GOD Bless u :)

everything will be okay, be tough girl.

Dream

People say that dream is something that indicate something. It is not only the "illusion" that appear in our subconscious mind when we are sleeping. Is that true? Well, i din really agree with that but i din disagree with that blatantly too.

Dream of mine, always seem to be so real. Always seem to be happen in my life before. I have no idea when. But it just seems that dream of mine always happen in my real life.

Yesterday, someone who was important in my life before appeared in my dream. >< Long time din see that person in my real life, yet the look of that person still seem to be very clear in my dream. Heart feel some kind of bizarre feeling when woke up today just because of the dream. Arghhhhhhhhhhh, what is happening?

Sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. peepo, the species who is so irony all the time. Sometimes, not even me myself can understand what is my mind thinking about. Weird thoughts are always appear in my mind. How can i get rid of that? Keep asking myself to control the thoughts, and do not let the mind to control me. But alas, i always fail to do that. Limbic system starts to have some severe problem i think.

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