When we din meet each other for quite some time, Will it become very weird to talk to each other again?


Currently already dunno how many days of study weeks de, long time din see many other unimates albeit we are in the same area. Keep on studying and hide in the study room to study become everyone's daily routine.


Well, exception for some, especially me who still always run here and there for sports. Besides sports, i think most of the time i also stay in study room to k books. Din really meet with the friends and suddenly see them suppose to have a lot of things to say. Unfortunately, Sometimes, we prefer to be silent cause we dunno what to say, but then people will think we hate them lah, this and that.( alot of weird thoughts will be created)


Actually sometimes it is very tired to think what to say, and usually i am the one who take initiative to begin the conversation. If not, it will just be very weird. Seriously, sometimes i don really feel like talking. Sigh ~
 Life. Why cant people just born to understand each other?
 =( I really prefer to be silent rather than talk non stop for sometimes.
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Just found out that my lil bro had a great achievement on his study. Thumbs up for u ! He is F5 this year and he is real hardworking compared to me.But he was slow in doing math before this, but now he able to score 98 marks for his modern math and 89 marks for his add maths continuously. Wow. Beat jie jie de. LOL. Every subject he scored very well, but he never mentioned to mummy. Very low profile de bro. Wonder why he got a sister whom the personality totally irony to him. Hahaha.


Daddy mummy going to hit down to Kelantan this week. Awwwwwwwwwww. I am just SUPER DUPER HAPPY. *screamssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss* Yooooooohoooooooooooooo. Santa clause is coming to town - Change to dad and mum is coming to Kel XD Mummy is currently having her last exam for CFP module 6, while daddy busy with his boilerman test. Everyone is busy. Whole OOI family + U lah. Dad and mum, I LOVE U. Muaxssssssssssssssssssssssssss. U just made my day XD

Bieberlicious XD

Tonight suddenly feel that i am in love with bieber song. His song is just so bieberlicious. Somebody to love, duet of him and usher <3 Awwwwwwwwww. Nice. And the "pray" by bieber is just thumbs up. Listened for many times de, but dunno why today got the feel of loving it so much ! Justin bieber rockie cutie XD


"Long distance" is also another song in top list. "so hard so far, This long distance is killing me, I wish u are here to be with me." The lyrics is just so suit for the LDR. Seriously, LDR is very tough. But everything can be conquer if the bonding is really strong, but sometimes perhaps not. 

Yesterday went shoot ball again, SYOKnya when the ball everytime being shot precisely in. It is just like a goal had been achieved. XD I just love the feeling jumping in the air and THROW THE BALL TO THE GOAL ! Okay, i am crapping again >< Haiz. Hit back to books. Energy of fighting is getting lower day by day. Wondering how can endure again. Currently listen to Butterfly fly away, a very nice song. It does make me feel better.

 You will hold my hand and sing to me :

 caterpilar in the tree,

 how u wonder who u be,

 cant go far but u can always dream, 

wish u may and wish u might, 

don u worry and hold on tight,

 i promise u there will come a day ,

butterfly fly away.

Reverse way? Yes or No?

These few days, i am like going back to the past. I scare i am encouraging myself to open a route for me to immerse myself in the memory part. But going back to the reality-memory seem so vivid to me. Anyway, am i kind of LOST? Nt really. I knw what am i doing. Just i dunno what to do when come to making decision. I have phobia in making decision seriously. 

Kelantan is super cold these few weeks. It is just like in cameron highland, perhaps colder. OMG, my hand is so sakit, rheumatoid arthritis for a 19-year-old girl? Oh gosh, i have no idea. I think i just sleep on my hand yesterday and it pain till now. =(  Catch cold de. Keep on sneezing and sneezing. So freaking sanfu. And i was late to class today AGAIN!!!!!!!!! Owwww, i think i am just getting worsen and worsen day by day. Bed has been my frequent place to lie on when the monsoon season comes to Kelantan. 

Arhhhhhhhhh, 

Has been losing your way of direction towards success? Ans: Yes

Has been feeling sleepy easily? Ans : Yes

Has been feeling so sien after study just a little small part? Ans: Sometimes =(

OMG, i need MOTIVATION !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I love RAINY DAYS !!!

Currently, Kelantan is having some kind of monsoon season, keep on raining for these few days. It is undeniable that i am truly in love with this kind of AWESOME weather. Rainy days are always better than sunny days to me. LOL. Idk why, but i just pretty enjoy the zephyr that blow towards me in these rainy days.

Finally everything comes to a halt. I have ample time to rest, or perhaps i am going to say i gotta really plan well on my preparation for pro exam. The debate thing was really awesome. The committee members are so funny especially the Mohammad Tang. Everyone was tired. But we know our ah tao must be more tired compared to us. From "bo syok" till "laugh die gossiping" in the debate thing, i feel that act ppl can change. Haha. Not going to elaborate further more, just i really enjoy myself :)

The debate's title- Love or to be loved is more blissful? Well, the to be loved WON. Applause to them. They were really awesome and funny. LOL. Personally, i also feel that to be loved is more blissful. But after heard a lot of the comments on LOVE , LOVE AND LOVE, it is really so fan to be in love. LOL.

Miss the leg massage from u =(  Very tired these few days cause walked a lot and stand for a long time. =(  I wan foot massage !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Slept a lot and feel tired easily these few days. Memang tak tau i sendiri buat apa, haiz. What to do? Gotta let myself fully recharge 1st lah, if nt dunno how to prepare for exam. Now, i can start to imagine my holiday plan already. LOL. 4 months man, peepo, CHEER FOR ME !!!! Taiwan trip canceled =(  Cause ah boy gotta prepare for spm. So we postponed our trip to nxt year and destination change to AUSTRALIA GOLD COAST. OMGAWDDDDDDDD, This is even more syok !!!!!!!!!Eeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeee, cant wait for that albeit still long time to go.

Just woke up from my sweet beddie and now feel like sleep back again. Awwwww. Rainy day ya rainy day, u are so comfortable for me to lay on the bed =(  Pls make me feel more energetic to finish my work. 

Signing off with a peace =) May rainy days make u feel happier like me. Eeeehee. :)

Adios peeps =)

Bff can be a BOY ! =D

Chatted with one of my senior yesterday and i found out something, he told me something that make me kind of change the perspective towards some guys. Some guys are kind of playboy type and ask-girls-out-boys. Some of them may have intention when they asked for your number or asked u out. Yeah, i believe this.Thats y I din simply give number to anyone and i din go out with not-so-close friends cause i am scare. No matter u wanna say i am timid or arrogant,i wont care cause when i say it, i meant it. But i believe not all guys are like that, cause i have a lot of good friends of boys. Not Bf ya.  LOL. Sometimes, it is best to spill out something to ur good boy friend rather than girl friend. Cause what they think are really in another perspective compare to we -the girls.

Finally i am back in the uni. Haiz. My 4 days holidays ended so fast. When i arrived in the bus bengkel, It was raining. Oh god, i got to walk in the rain with my big luggage. Tot it will be just small drops of rain at 1st, who knws it comes to a heavy rain. I am entirely WET ! Sigh ~ Anyway, hope everything will be okay after i come back here. Gotta really concentrate on my study since i din touch notes at all during the hol.

Yesterday swimming session was AWESOME. Thx dad and mom acc :) Hehehehe. Now body aching cause i used kind of a lot of hand energy on the competition. My biceps and triceps are aching now =(  Anyway, i really feel much better after the energy-depleted-swimmie-comp. :)

Start to miss home again albeit i just left home for around 9 hours? Yeah, what a home-sick-cat =(

Capalang article ==

Saw something that really make my heart pi li pa lang.
One word best describe the feeling right now- Awful.
心酸。
Cant think that i am actually still so care about that.
I am just a moron.
Ruined stg and now i hope that the stg can turn to be stg better.
Stupid, right?
Yes, i am.
Wonder when can i really boleh melangkah out of the memory part?
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Please get out of my brainie.
I hate memories btw me and u to be stay in my lil brainie.
Years and years passed.
But why the memories macam din faded at all?
Okay, male-male-ohm
OMX, forget all the past that u dun wish to remember NOW !
Just remember all the memories that u want to remember.
=.=
Sounds so stupid.
Hahaha.
Hang on strong, girl.
Yesh, listen to what jimmy said.
Back to work =D