Apex Uni suckssssssss

Seriously pissed off with the APEX uni -USM internet connection. I was finding info for my eng assignment and chit chatting with few of my old friends till half way, the internet connection suddenly become SUCKSSSSSS and shut off everything like that.The feeling on that moment was just fishh. Apex uni with this kind of internet connection? Omgawddddddd, Really beh tahan. Everything half way hang, then change plan,continue with my revision. Wth, Now is the insect time pulak. Those insects all came to my place and kacau here and there. Ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !! ><  Unbearable. What a night !!!!!!!!

Hold My Hand

Ignore the picnik part 1st.

Suddenly feel like blog about what i had been came across yesterday. I went out yesterday and i passed through the hospital on my way out. I was alone that time and the hospital was like normal. People drooling in and out, seeking for treatment. When i was on my way passing thru hospital, i saw something that really touched my heart. Actually that time i was kind of rushing cause i was late for stg and nearly i bumped into this lovely couple who were pushing baby trolley car. By saying sorry to them, Automatically i looked into the baby trolley car, expecting to give a wide smile to this lil lovely's couple baby. And what i found out was the baby was suffering from brain edema (Encephalotaphy)

Her head was huge maybe because of the cerebral fluid flow into the potential space in the brain. I was really shock cause this is the 1st time i was so near to a brain edema baby and her head was really HUGE. I looked at the others. Most of the passer by looked their baby in a very bizarre way. How pity is that. Yet this lovely couple's face hanged with a wide sweet smile to everyone. This suddenly inspire me that i really gotta study harder and become a good doc that really can cure and safe people life. Especially kids, no offence. Just i really love kids and babies. To me, i feel that they are too small to suffer from all the pain.

I went into pediatric when in nursing block or hospital attachment (I cant really remember when), the kids are just so lovely. They are not suppose to be in the hospital, they are suppose to be hoping up and down on the field. May GOD bless everyone of us in the world stay healthy always. Health is the most precious gift that GOD give to us. Thus, we really have to appreciate our life.

Link this to the 2012 which is now a bone of contention of everyone out there. No matter 2012 the world will end or what, we just need to live our life to the fullest. I opened my fb and i saw many of the unknown ppl wrote if 2012 is coming, then i prefer dying now or dying in this or that way. Omg, hello, it haven't even come ,k? That was just rumors and please appreciate life and think how to live to the fullest rather than thinking how to die or when to die. How lame are these ppl. Honestly, i really look down to those who always think of commit suicide just because of some small obstacles they got thru in the life.

Thought before to be a Physciatric doc to adjust ppl mindset. Insert some positive view to them so that they can really see how awesome is the world and appreciate the life that GOD give to them .But dad and mum dun really like me to study this, so never mind it is okay. I still can insert some positive thoughts to those around me if they need help (Provided that time i am not emo) LOL.

My senior wrote a very unique status in fb before. And this really motivate me to study harder to become a doc. I would like to share with all the medical students or future doc to b out there. " 如果今天的我多读1分钟，以后的我就能多救一个病人。

It is meaningful yet true, right? Thus, we really got to hang on strong , power thru it and study harder so that we can become a good doc and save ppl life in the future.

With this, I end this post with a simple yet sweet quote by me :
Simple life just simply sweet :)

Appreciate the ppl around u, appreciate your life, cause that is the most precious gift ever to u.

GOD bless and Cheers =D

25.2.2011 The Big Day

The Choir Family with our dear papa and mama :D Red Dress :D

CNY night ended. Just few minutes on the stage, our 3 months practice come to an end. Weird to say that i feel a bit bu se de and sad.

Yesterday, when all of the choir members put our hand together and shouted jia you before we went out for the performance, i felt something warm. We practice together, sang together, swayed together, laughed together, being scolded together, everything is just so good to be recalled. From zero to a gorgeous choir member, well, i feel so proud. I was a choir member long time ago but act i am still a zero-knowledge ppl on choir until i entered the choir team in USM.

Last night performance was just so AWESOME. All the 1st year performers did a GOOD JOB. Well, a great round applause to US :)

The audience were so supportive and i can heard their woo-hoo shouting voices even i was in quarantine room. Standing on the stage and having the audience's applause, we did feel something deep inside our heart that is OUR HARDWORK PAID OFF. :D


Thx to all the seniors especially my directors- Choo soon and Sarah. The liang cha that u all make for us, the tong sui, the briefing, everything. Really thx :D Albeit u all always scolded us and showed your black face when we were late for practice, u all still the best in guiding us :D

Yesterday, when we stood on the big stage, when the spot light shined on us, we felt like a star, and when i saw choo soon showing a good sign with a big wide smile to us. Wao, i feel so happy and relieved. It was like oh yeah, finally we din run out of tone ! When we sang the last song- GEMILANG, i know everything comes to an end. TT. Sigh ~ Although now i am having bad flu and body ache perhaps fever may come in later, yet i feel that everything is worth :D

That night, i did curl curl on my hair. Thx Yee Lin for helping us in curling the hair. Din plan to curl at 1st cause i just did my rebonding, the cou chiew wah and wei nie kept saying that i am too common and look not-very-pretty in straight hair =.= Arghhhhhh, finally i did the curl. I don really like the curl hair, din match with my charac cause i am kind of "chu lu" hehehe, not subun kind one. Paiseh ya ^^ Others choir members who did curly curly very pretty especially ren ling :) And thx yu rui senior for helping choir member set hair, albeit i din go and set the hair, hehehe, still wanna thx u :D

Ren Ling, the pretty fu gui hua. She is cool. i don dare to kacau her cause kacau her , she don give any response =.=

Enjoy the pictures below :)

Rachel, the grandma which act in comedy. Thumbs up for her. yat lau ! And Wei Nie + Chiew Wah, the chi ling girls, applause to them ! Geng . Last but not least is the Jia Hui, xiang sheng girl girl :D I like her dress. Hahaha. And of course me showing the silly face at the last one :D

Chang Hoong, the guy who act in comedy and choir :D He is funny and siao. forgive him. Hehehe. Victoria, the one who act in comedy as well :D And My dear Jie Ning- Wushu tai ji :D

ME and the tradi dancer- SOPO CHA MEI YEE. She is lefe, but she is cute. I love her way of laughing, she is just so adorable :D

Us with the yu nu :D She (the one in costume is CUTE and NICE ) helped me to make up. TQ :D

Dear lui lui men- Carmen, Corrine, Siew theng, Rachel and the additional GRANDMA RACHEL

Lih Shin and me. She looks cute,right ? Hehehe

Sheau Wei and i. SW, a girl that i salute the most, She is geng in study and geng in handling everything. a good role model for everyone. And she is cute :D

Me and Shangita, my eng and malay classmates :D

Me and DE-BO-RAH, The choir member. I love her friendly-ness :)

Chou Hui Yee finally APPEAR. The girl in pink with the ah wong hairstyle. Woohoo, cheer for her cause she was in wushu team, geng geng geng tapi everyday complain here and there that her legs were pain. Hahahhaa

THE RACHEL GRANDMA who said tat use this photo go beg ppl for money sure got 1. hehehe

Me and min fui. a dental girl girl, prolactin-our secret :P

The night ends with lots and lots of memory. These memories will always engraved in my mind and these experiences are precious. Being a medical student, i feel so proud that i still have time to join the performance, well, but now i am dead since i slept for whole day cause of too tired and not feeling well, okay i admit i am weak. ALWAYS fall sick easily. cnt like that cause a future doc gotta take care of her own health before cure other ppl. Yes, be strong :)

Good night, peepo. Hit off to bed. Tomorrow will be a brand new day for you and me :D

Cheers