The girls I LOVE

5 of us

Ah gao, Robber and xuan

Wrote till half way and suddenly everything GONE !!!!!!!!!!! Beh tahan. So just enjoy the pictures. Hahaha. More in FB.

* I LOVE THEM*

Ahahaha- What's next ?

Next post :
I love THEM. THE GIRLS :D

Stay tuned =P

*gotta prepare for the steamboat party later. GOSH, Lots of food : Abalone, Sea ---(Hoi sam), all the fishballs, sotongs, fish, chic chic, big prawn. ALOT MORE. Awwwwwwwww. Excited. Off to help mummy to prepare.

p/s : Hate myself from havent start to read my notes. God Bless ><

Cancer, A Disaster.

Cancer, a bone of contention among my family members in these few months. Thus, i did some researches about the cancers, the killer.

Cancer patients, they are the unlucky one. Well, do you all ever wonder why some people who are type of alcoholic, type of "smokaholic" won't get themselves into this cancerous issue, but those who din involve themselves into those unhealthy activities got into the cancerous issue? Okay, to me this is arrangement of the GOD. Thus, we should appreciate our life. We should be glad if now, this second we are having a healthy body and living in this wonderful world. We dunno what happen on the next day, or perhaps next hour, or maybe in the next second. Thus, appreciate and enjoy your life.

Both sides of my family- Dad and mum. There are family members having cancerous cells and suffering from the cancerous diseases.

Genetic. I am sure we are familiar with this word. It just works like the ABO system. The dominant stuff. This simply give an idea to u what am i going to talk next. So, i guess you know what i wanna deliver. So, i just zip my mouth from saying that out (oh yeah, at the same time, touch wood)

*In case u din get it, well, just forget about it.

What i wanna say is just : Appreciate life. Enjoy life to the fullest.

I went for the hospital attachment few days ago in HUSM. I went into the hospital and i saw the patients suffering from all kind of diseases. Well, i am not the lucky one to get into the operation theater, not able to visit the paediatric ward which i love the most, but being in the optha ward, it just made me realize something. Every department in the hospital is important. Though optha is kind of easy going ward, it still need a lot of skills and professions. I went to the 5 days JPA hospital exposure in IPOH hospital before, well, that was awesome and YES , that inspire me to be a doctor. Or i can just say it as that strengthen the passion of mine to be a doc. Seeing the patients suffer in pain is a pain to the me. Empathy, i think i have a lot of that. It is not a good thing to proud of. U will know if study bio ethics.

I know this blog post is a mess. I am kind of dunno-how-to express-my-thoughts-now cause i am having some emotion conflict about my family members who suffer from the cancer diseases. Two had left us. Please don take anyone of them from us anymore, GOD. Just bless them. *praying*

GOD Bless us

Short update !

Mind is encircling with several plans right now. Know what is the most excited things studying in uni that is far far away from your home? Well, that is u will feel super excited when wanna go back especially the day before going back !

Going back to IPOH. 1st of course gotta have a long chat with daddy mummy. Hehehehe. :D *blissful* Then breakfast at 7am everyday. Swimming everyday. And for sure wont miss out with the meeting with the awesome friends !! Now i am planning which day to meet with who and who. Well, sounds that i am busy. But act is busy meeting and kepoh with friends == Buahahahaha. Just really feel that the buddies in high school are always the one who are the true friends of u. They are the one who will stand by u when u have any prob, superb, right? I am so glad that i have this gang of buddies. I love them :) Hehehehehe.

5 more hours to go and IPOH I AM BACK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D

Cheers and gong xi gong xi peeps :D

Reminder For OMX:
PLS REMEMBER TO DO REVISION BESIDES OUTING !!!!!!!!! PLAY HARD AND STUDY HARD, KAY? GAYAO !!!!!!!!!!! =D

Okay, i admit it is MY FAULT

Feel damn guilty right now. The feeling now is just unexplainable. Well, i broke the slide box that i borrowed from my friend- Bing Tai in the afternoon for my histo briefing purpose. Alas, that slide box is old 1, so i din use that at all during the briefing, I just share out with the others for the new slides. And when i got back to room, i put that on my table. So after dinner, i put the things: books, notes and even the slide box btw those books on the bed. Act i din realize and i forgot that the slide box is on the bed. Okay, then i continued my work - sweeping the floor. Then while i am sweeping the floor sambil listening to the music, suddenly i heard something "piang" vividly. I stunned for a while, i plugged out the earphone and i turned back my head to the bed place. I walked near and i only realize my slide box dropped with the whole thick stacks of notes + Books.

%^&(*^$%%$%^& IShhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. "OMGOSHHHHHHHHHHH" This is the 1st word appear in my mind. Okay, then my hand start to be shaky. I opened the slide box and found out alot of the slides broken. 2nd word immediately appear in my mind: WTHHHHHHHH ! Taking out all the slides and checking the broken slides just make me tarchycardia. I was so freaking nervous that time.

I called up the Bing tai who lent me the slide box and i told her i will be responsible for that. Well, for your information. there are 100 slides in the slide box and 1 broken slide cost u RM5. So can u just imagine how much i have to pay. MAX IS RM500 Just for the stupid old slide box. Well, is my fault, cant blame others. Then bing tai found out this slide box not belongs to her group. It belongs to Kuan Ming. I am like "WTF." Omgoshhhhh, i don really know him and everything is just like fooling me around. I am not talking about ppl fooling here, is the GOD. What a bad day ><

Called up mummy and told her the case and she said: Never mind girl, it is okay, just pay that. Next time must be careful and take this as a lesson. She din even scolded me at all. Okay, daddy's turn. Daddy told me the same thing. He said : Dun worry girl, daddy pay for u. No matter is 500 or what, just dun worry, kay? daddy will handle this." OMG, i am so touched and i am speechless that time. I thought they will scold me instead of saying don worry. Daddy mummy, really thanks for everything. I know u all love me.

Flashed back to 1 year ++ ago, i dropped a phone. A w series Sony slide phone in JUSCO TOILET BOWL!!!!!! That hp is mummy bought for me as a present and it cost around RM1000. and i dropped it. I still remember that time i cried till tears dry cause i just used that hp for 1 month and that was new and stylish. Dad and mum did scolded me that time, but after a few weeks, they bought me another Hp which is better than that old hp. Daddy mummy's love towards me really make me feel very blissful. Yay, they nagged a lot, they controlled me a lot and they scolded me when i did wrong. But they act love me. Now i only realize they scold me cause they love me. I really love my daddy mummy. *sniff*

I really hope i can be more alert and don be so clumsy. GOD,pls grant me this.

I really wish to go home right now and hug dad and mum. If u ask me whom i love the most in the world, Well, without any doubt, my ans is MY PARENTS !!!!!!!

*I really abhor those ppl who din use the slidebox but like to hold it all the time. Pls dun be so selfish. We are a group, the slide box belongs to all of us, not just belongs to a person. Be considerate !

Mood for CNY ON ON ON!!!!!!!!!!!!

Guess what is playing in my mind right now?

Guessing?

Still guessing?

I already fin tie up my hair larrh. Hahaha

HAHAHA. I am thinking of going back home and celebrate my CHINESE NEW YEAR, Wearing all my new clothes and have a real dressing up cause i really long time din dress myself up with nice dresses. YESHHHHHHHHHHH, And i am going to meet all my beloved friends in Penang if i got time? Hahaha. Mostly nope =( If can meet up with my flirty gang of girls, then handsome guys will just line up and wait for us. Too bad, nxt round only can meet up with the girlsss. Well, I just miss them so badly. ><

Okay, and of course i wanna meet up with my real buddies in life, My dear ah gao, wei ling , ann ann. and mayb my long lost robber? She always ffk. Really no eye see her. Din even really keep in contact with her. Well, so just count her out. Hahahaha. Too bad ling will only be back on the day we have our reunion dinner. :( Sigh ~ As what i mentioned in the older post, I am going to have 4 months hol after my pro (which is super duper tough punya exam ). And ya, i am planning what am i going to do that time. So, i will still stick back to what mummy had planned. Going to the motivation workshop. Well, that is very very expensive. If i am not mistaken, the fees is like 1500++-3000++. I am not so sure. But is in this range and mum decided to let me go after few times i failed to go. Yes, I LOVE MOTIVATION WORKSHOP. Idk why. I just love it. It can really help me a lot in my life. Thus, mummy never hesistate to send me to any motivation classes i hav interest in. Mummy is really a good mummy. LOVE HER. Oh ya, and my dear daddy too. He always find motivation workshop for me tim. Hahaha. Luckily daddy mummy sayang me, Hehehe. Since i was small, i attended a lot of classes: Piano, drawing, Calculus,Swimming, Badminton and of course a lot of TUTION ><

But alas, i always did things till halfway. Okay, for example piano. I played that from 4 year-old to 9-year-old and i stopped cause i remember i told my mummy i wanna concentrate on my study (PTS ==) and get good result to jump to standard 5 directly. OKay, but then i din manage to jump. Wasted ><


Others also almost the same. All half pail of water. But swimming and calculus i did them in a complete schedule. Especially swimming, I love to swim. Haiz. Long time din soak myself in the olympic pool, i miss that ><


Okay, go back to what i listed that i wanna do during my hol. I wanna go sign up for DANCE CLASS. Yeah, u get me, Is DANCE CLASS. Not really weird ,right? It is just a time matter cause last time mummy wanna send me to ballet class when i was small, just that i choose piano and i dun wan ballet. And now i am going to dance class,but for sure not ballet. I am going on something HIP HOP. Okay, so just see what will happen to me that time (excited) And ling said she wanna acc me. Hooray ! Cant wait to shake my body :) Then i will go KL to find vincent they all and hit the dance floor he always asked me to go. Hahahahahaha. Okay, I just cant wait for the long holiday. But now, just aim for the CNY holiday. Hehehehehe. I am just so happy to go HOME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Gong Xi GOng xi :D

:(

Suddenly i feel like crying. Well, idk why. I read the notes and i feel like bursting out into tears. I am so depressed right now. I really wanna go back home badly. I abhor this place. Haiz. Time, can u pls pls turn faster so that i can go back home asap? Start to wonder why i choose this uni. I suppose choose to go HELP uni at 1st, then i wont meet all the ppl that i abhor over here. Really start to regret for every single decision that i made. Kelantan is really not a right place for me. If i choose HELP uni at 1st, then now i can be with my whole bunch of buddies. Here? I just cant really find any true happiness. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhh. Let me calm down, i need some fresh air *sniff*

Pissed off

I just cant understand why some ppl are just so annoying, just by seeing their face and i feel like puking out. i really cant stand with this kind of peepo and act that i din abhor them at all when i see them. And i hate those peepo who love to force ppl do stg albeit that ppl already indirectly show that they dun wan to do. Just wonder ppl can do anything just for their own benefit.

You sucks. I recommended you all these kind of peepo google to go and c what is the meaning :U SUCKS.

Change hairstyle?

Long hair?

Short hair?

Or maybe curls?

Or stay back the rebonding type?

Very annoying with the current hairstyle cause it is wavy a bit and half straight half curl- Like siao poh. Thus, i plan to change or trim my hair for the CNY. Mummy asked me to try on the curl hair. Well, i don really spend time on hair. Usually, i just tied up my hair and go to the classes. If really run out of time (which happens all the time), I will just tied up my hair without using the comb. Well, surprisingly, it is not very messy, perhaps a bit. Hehehehe.

What should i do? Short hair? erm. I dun really wish to cut my long hair cause it takes me trillion times to grow back to this length. how bout the fringe? Now is damn long and it is so irritating. Usually clip them up and krisna always said me look like ayam. Hahaha. Mummy said that too. So really beh tahan. MUST FIND A SOLUTION.

Let me think.

I think better stay back to rebonding and remain my straight hair. Albeit sometimes i really very admire the wavy curly hair of the other girls, i don have the passion and time to go handle those every single of the curly hair. Yes, i am lazy. No lah, i just dun like waste time on all this.

:) Hair hair hair, grow long long ( hope to have rapunzel hair, so long yet so straight ) Hehehehe

Cheers

(Ignore the fugly faces and just see on the HAIR)

Insomnia, u just killed me. SHOOT

Din sleep for 1 night and i am tired like hell. Took a nap straight away after the last lecture and thx GOD, luckily today just few lectures on. Who knws AGAIN i cant sleep albeit my head pain like dk how to describe. Thus, went to take a bath, thought that feeling fresh then go study 1st. Packed my stuff and headed to library. In the library, cnt concentrate at all, the brain is lack of O2. After fin one note, then tak boleh tahan, balik bilik tidur terus. FINALLY i slept for 3hours . But i still can feel the tiredness. Whole body is so flabby right now. Really hope someone is there to help me massage >< . Somemore, my mouth swollen, the weather is killing me. Fall sick, recover then fall sick again. Wan yeh merhhhhhhhh?

Look so pale

Arghhhhhhhhh, allow me to hit back to the bed. Tapi tak boleh kerana saya belum finish my sgd. =.= WTH really. Haiz. So, now gotta continue with the sgd then mau go oi oi. Tak boleh tahan.

*Oh yeah, countdown 6 more days. Gong xi gong xi :) I wanna back home so badly. KELANTAN BORED TILL THE MAX !

Another sleepless night

Insomnia again. Idk whether it is because of the effect of coffee or i am just too stress till my mind send the signal to the the medulla oblangata to inhibit the sleep hormone.

Yesterday night was a DISASTER. Stayed in the library to study straight away after the class till 7 stg then rushed back to the room to change clothes and headed to the interview. Everything was just so rush, breathless. Straight away after the interview, i went for choir prac in nurani hall. It is like one is the east, and one in the west == Really run die me (read in mandarin). went the the prac and only realize that a lot of peepo din come == Wonder why i need to be so rush to go there since most of the other members din attend. Somemore, the senior very bo syok with our singing skills. Cause we really sing till very "pai tia". But we were so tired and that time only got limited peepo. Choir is stg that need the whole team, kay, not just few peepo. He guided us till he was totally disappointed. I also have no idea, I already tried my very best to sing.

Sigh, i feel that i should join the make up team rather than joining the performance. Make up team members are damn free and they have ample time to read thru their notes. >< I love singing and i love choir. Everytime choir for last time, i enjoyed myself pretty much but this din happened nw. I am sorry to say that Everything is out of my expectation.

Okay, half dead right now. Gotta hit back to notes since the trial is just in the end of this week.

Adios and may GOD give me strength to go on with my super thick notes. Stress off pls ~

The busy week with sleepless night

Well, another busy week. Choir practise back to normal. 4 days per week. Sing till my voice pecah already ><

Tonight i am going to go for the interview for the CONVEX. For those who don't really know what is convex (act i am not really sure too, hehe), that is some kind of programme that will be held in Penang USM campus and we are going to do some sort of exhibition in station form. So yeah, that is FUN. Last year, i din apply at all. But this year, i applied to gain some experience and hope this can reinforce my passion and interest towards medical knowledge :)

Everyone is so busy and keep on complaining here and there, includes me :P I know we are not suppose to complain here and there. But we are really too busy. AND STRESS. Already 3 friends of mine told me that they cried cause there are too many notes to go. Ya, same to me but i din cry YET. Now i just hope to get back home cause i know when i get back home, i will have a calm emotion. Here, Awwwwww, it is TERRIBLE. We are going to have trial on OSPE this sat. OMGeeeeee, i forgot the respi and renal already. GIT half hang, sei gang gang lah this time . Sighhhhhhhh. Just try my best, anyway, i just wan the experience. So hit it.

Crossing the finger and praying to GOD that i can finish and pay 100 % attention every time in the class, and hope i can remember all the stuff in one glance. I need to do this cause i really lack of time. Exam is just around the corner and yet we are busy for the latter stuff. How stupid we are. Yeah we are ( sorry to say that)

Okay, so gotta back to NOTES. bye peeps. Just stay happy cause this is what i did now for everyday so that i can have positive feeling to continue my work albeit i am tired :)

Cheers and love u :)

I like ; I miss - HEART

Sometimes, i hope to cuddle in your huggies;
Sometimes, i hope to lay on you when i feel breathless;
Sometimes, i wish to kiss on your cheek and whisper in your ear saying that I LOVE YOU.

I like when u tell me i am cute and pretty.
I like when u hug me from the back.
I like we use our own language to communicate with each other.
I like when u help me massage whenever i feel tired.
I like u hug me and sway me around high in the sky.

I miss the surprise that you give me.
I miss the moment we have our heart to heart conversation.
I miss the moment when i look into your eyes ,
Your eyes covey the message telling me that everything will be okay if u are besides me.

Cheers

*GOD bless *

Am i ? AMC girl

People said i look like those girls who know how to make up and dance. Well, am i giving the same impression to u? Everyone who know me at first threw this kind of comment to me. But alas to say that, i dunno how to make up and i dunno how to dance in the real way.

Well, talking bout the make up stuff, peepo thought that AMC girls are those who love to dress up themselves and put up make up. Yeah, some of the AMC girls like to do that but that is just part of them, not all and i am not one of them. Maybe i look like one of those girls but act i am not. Make up, i wish to learn too. I just knw how to put mascara if u ask me to make up and i owned 2 mascara. I used it sometimes when my eyes are small. hahaha. And that 2 mascara are gifts from my friends. :) I still remember Rachel- My demopower boss scolded me cause i din put on any make up when i worked. I think that nature look is the prettiest 1, wont u all agree that? Yeah, sometimes mayb in some occasion, we gotta put on some make up so that we look gorgeous. Perhaps my mummy dun like make up, thats y i din really into this make up stuff too. Mummy said i "huat hiao" when i played with her make up stuff when i was small >.< I love to dress up myself. Can say that i am kind of fashionable ppl if i am in the mood of dressing up. If i am not, then i will just simply grab a t shirt and a jeans and go out (This usually happened in USM) Haha. Thus, sometimes, i am quite "Lefe" lah.

Dancing. Well, seriously, i have no idea how to dance at all. But i love to dance. I went to dance floor once. I mean not the clubbing dance floor, it is just a party clubhouse small dancefloor ; me and my friends just simply dance that time. And that feeling is AWESOME. Till now , i still can remember that "high" feeling. Cause we are dancing together with a bunch of awesome high peepo, thus we dun feel any "paiseness" that time. But if now u asked me dance in front of ppl alone especially in the audition. HELL NO. I dun dare to do that albeit perhaps i knw how to move my body around with the rhythm of music. But sometimes when i heard the rocky music , i really feel like dancing. Well, i think i will take up some dance classes in the next long holiday. Hahaha. (oh ya, i love to dance in the toilet sometimes when i bathe. hahahha)

Okay. so thats me. AMC girl with no knowledge on make up and dance. == Haha.

Imma HOT

Chili girl, the name which my family always used to call me. Well, i guess that name explain a lot to u guys that i love chilissssssssss. Yes, i love that till the max max max. Those cili padi, especially the super small 1, yeah, those thailand small chili padi, they just so ngam with me. I mean i am totally in love with them. Chili is the thing that i cant resist at all. Thats y ppl called me CHILI GIRL.

I love a lot of chili. Chili sauce (those thai chili sauce), cili padi, but i din eat the big chili. Perhaps it din really show off its "hotness". Hahahaha. Everytime went out to eat stg, i will always ask the waitress to give me cili padi please. Hehe. Well, i knw this sounds insane but i just dunno why i love chili so much.It is just like there is a bond btw me and chili (== sounds like me and chili are couple) Anyway, i knw eating too much of chili is not good for health and it is proven today.

Again, I fall sick. == Flu serious compared to the previous glu that i caught. Fever and i slept for almost 3 hours++. Yet, i am drowsy right now.

Just wanna say : Dun eat chili too much, if not u will end up like me. Anyway, i am still eating junk food right now. Again, i am eating rubbish. ==

God bless, HEALTHY HEALTHY PLS ~( I knw i am the wrong one and i am the one who cause myself to fall sick, but pls popui popui me ) :(

Life. Fragile. Appreciate

Let me tell u true story.

I have a very-very-close relative and she sayang me and my bro very much. She is just super nice. Well, she complained that she was having abdominal pain few months ago and she went for check up and asked doc what is the prob. Then few days ago, she went to the private hospital to remove the cell which havent been examined. I mean we still dunno that cell is cancerous or just normal cell ( Aiya, I dunno how to name the normal cell, it got a special name. )

Today report is out and the result is cancerous cell. Mom just called up me and told me the news. I am shocked. I mean CANCEROUS CELL, u knw? A cell that everyone scare the most to be appear in the body. It CAN KILL PPL AND GRAB YOUR LIFE man. Ok, so my relative is very depressed . Actually our whole family feel very down and sad when we heard the news. But what to do? Things happened and we cannot change it just like we cant turn back the clock, right? Thus, what can we do is just to be OPTIMISTIC, to be SANGUINE. My dear relative and all the other cancer patient out there, Please believe in yourself, please have a positive thought, please dun think bout your cancerous cell in your body now, because according to "The secret" , a book that i like the most, it is stated that if we think about something always, we sure will get it, and this is known as law of attraction. So, in this period of time, you should enjoy yourself, make yourself feel happy always and always keep in your mind that I CAN FIGHT AGAINST ALL THE CANCEROUS CELL. With this kind of thoughts, i am pretty sure u can go thru this.

Life is really unpredictable. Just mayb in the nxt sec, everything can change. One of the reason i want to be a doc is because i really really hope i can rescue ppl. Deliver to them some postive thougths so that they can have strength to fight against the disease. I really hope that everyone in the world can just free of any disease, everyone of us can be healthy always.

Everyone in the world, remember be happy always cause when u smile, u can cure anything.

L.O.V.E

I AM A PIG

My hobby -sleeping. Weird and u would like to ask wth your hobby is sleeping?.... Haha. I wonder why too. But i just dunno. I just love to sleep and eat. So a conclusion can be draw from here: OOI MEI XUAN is a PIG.

Fall sick till very san fu. Yesterday whole day i slept and i din go for the choir practice. I thought i will spend the time on my revision and guess what, peeps? Instead of doing revision, i went to the bed and knock off. Besides, i also spent some time on a movie called "John tucker must die". Well, this is a super nice movie. Telling us about dont fool around with the girls. Hehehe. Just go and watch that ;i am pretty sure u all will love it. Trust me.

Recently, i am addicted on reading blogs. And i came across with someone's blog who is really interesting. I mean she is pretty, she is awesome, she is just so perfect. I mean from the outlook, since i dunno her at all. I like her description on her blog. Like all the sweet pics of her. And i love to see pretty girl and of course handsome guy . (dun think i am lesbian okay, i am not)

So, i think i almost recover from the sickness. But today went to the lecture and it was super cold till shivering, thus again flu bacteria invade. == Sneezing right now. Arghhhhhhh, i think i really need to consume the flu medicine. I hate that cause it may cause me to feel drowsy. Well, that is the last resource.

Back to the notes. (shit, the notes are getting thicker and thicker, i start to abhor anatomy of GIT. It is just too much >< )

GOD bless. :D

Sickness invade the body

I am so SANFU !!!!!!!!!!!

FALL SICK D. Whole lecture just blur over there albeit i still knw what the teacher is teaching about, but i can feel the "sanfu-ness". The level of "sanfu-ness" is very high. Barely can breath. Just like short of breath. I am having FEVER, FLU, STOMACHACHE (due to gastric) Wth, why the virus wanna invade my body worrrrrrrrr >< style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 102, 102);">Thx GOD, i have a pair of long leg. Just used 4 mins (the shortest ever) I reached my damn freaking far lecture hall. (give a round of applause to myself *proud*)

Sneezing right now. OMG. Just really hope i can faster recover. Pls pls pls. Cannot fall sick at this time. Bless me, GOD :(

Food make me feel HAPPY :)

FOOD FOOD FOOD

The only thing that make me feel happy all the time. Ate too much fried food just now and now feel damn HEADACHE ! Mom scolded me saying that a future doc to b also dunno how to monitor your food pyramid ==. I just eat food that is tasty ,ok? And act i din really care about fats or whatever lah. Thats y i am FAT now. Hahahahahha. Ok, i knw i am WRONG! Should be health conscious. Well, i just really long time din eat the fried food lah. I will control. :) Anyway, just wanna say again: I SUPER DUPER LOVE FRIED FOOD albeit i knw these are not healthy at all and it even can cause heart attack, obese, arteriolesclerosis..... Ok. i knw i knw :P

I even went out to dabao my beloved choc choc drink. Choc drink will cause headache (according to doc's notes) == +headache level. Speechless. HY too good liao loh. I just said i feel like drinking choc drink, then she said : Gia, we go buy lah. I really feel very GLAD & HAPPY & TQ for u loh, TEOH HUI YEE who always kena bully by me. Hahahhahaha. Terima kasih bnyk bnyk for never reject what i asked from u. Good friend good friend. Hehehe.

Act a lot more to write, tapi memang time not allow me to do so. Will update when i got free time. Just wanna tell myself gayao ah, mei xuan. Must work hard to achieve your target. Must achieve what u aim ya. Hehehehehe. Head back to notes. (Eyes rolling- terlalu banyak notes lah. GIT memang susah tapi saya suka :D)

Cheeeers :)

I can't breath. CPR pls ;)

Line in USM memang SLOW like tortise. BEH TAHAN AH !!!!!!!!!!!!

GIT BLOCK starts from today onwards, and guess what, all of us already half dead after the 3 lectures just now. Well, it is quite ok for me since i read the last year softcopy notes already, but still there are a lot of new terminology. Act this is not really what i am worrying about, i am worrying about the time for me to study. Lectures ended almost at 4pm. Waited for notes for almost 1 hour. Well, now is 540 pm. And later i gotta go for choir at 8pm. Somemore got debate meeting. Memang PENGSAN.

Somemore flu bacteria start to invade the body. Immune system FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT. I dun wan fall sick (sneezing ** Sanfu ><)

Ok, so gotta head back to my revision. Just wanna say my life start to be busy and may GOD bless that everything go smoothly.

*( Just drank an expired fruit juice. WTH ! Che din sold things that expired and i din go and check the expiry date until i nearly finish it only i went check on it. SHIT, now start to worry i will stomachache later, hope ntg happen :( )
Love :D

Trust

Trust, how can we define trust?

Well, for me trust btw each other is very important. Before this, i used to trust on others very easily. But many of my friends taught me not to trust ppl so easily. Yeah, i knw that. Cause in matric time, because i trusted one of my friend and told her everything bout me, end up she messed up my life. But cant really point the accused finger on her. It was my fault who so innocent to trust peepo. In this world, u can only trust yourself, no one else you can really trust on. Except your dearest parents and some besties.

Today after went back from Choir practice, I saw my roomie stand at my place. She seem like searching for stg. I have no idea what she is doing at my place. Cause her place and my place is being seperated with a big rak that we put our stuff in. It is really weird and shock to see her standing there. And i am so STUPID enough to say sorry to her while act she is the one who suppose to say SORRY to me. But she din say that. Well, i din really care bout the "sorry" but i just wondering what she is doing at my place. She din seem to be guilty or scare when she saw me opened the door. From her expression, it is like "I have the right to come to your place". Or mayb i think too much. My friends said mayb she just came over to see your stuff leh. Well, I really hope she din steal anything of mine cause i have a good impression on her, thus i trust her. But after this case, i think i won't trust on her so easily. Just in case, you knw. Cant judge ppl by its cover.

After the choir practice, i went out have dinner with HY. I ordered Tom Yam rice. OMGOSHhhhhhhhhh, i am so HUNGRY HUNGRY HUNGRY!. Choir for 3 hours, perut also kruk kruk kruk d. And now choo soon said that one week we will have 4 practices. I am like: Apa ni? Pengsan terus after knw that we have so many practice per week. Somemore, GIT block starts ! This block memang VERY HEAVY ! I JUST READ THE ANATOMY, IT is COMPLICATED. MACAM CNS. *But GIT is interesting. So hope i can cope with this heavy block. :D

Drinking my choc choc drink now and listening to DJ GOT US FALLIN IN LOVE AGAIN . I love chocalate drink. It is just so simply tasty. U melt my heart. Hehehehehe.
*oh ya, and i feel like moving the body now with the loud music on. " dance dance dance like it is last night in your life". Yo yo yo :D

Gotta prepare for GIT tomorrow. Tata and stay tuned. Hav a nice dream everyone.

Love and cheers :)

Cold-weather in Kelantan

An usual rainy night in Kelantan. Just came back from the CF christmas night party. Well, it was sorta nice but honestly a bit boring (JUST A BIT). Anyway, we really can see their hardwork being put on this event. Oh yeah, i am kind of shock when find out that rachel is so talented in the acting part. She really deserved a round applause from the spectators. Well done. :D

Again, today i din able to complete my mission. I set the target for myself what to be finished. But alas, i FAILED once again. I think everytime i FAILED. Please dun be lazy, OMX. Blame the weather, already few days continuously rain non stop. Somemore today is weekend, thus whole day just SLEEP LIKE PIG! The weather now in kelantan just like in genting highland. Except don have the mist over here. Cold till shivering. U knw, Sometimes this kind of weather just made u feel like cover yourself under the thick comforter and have a nice sleep (Hibernation). OMGEEEEEEEEEEEEE. Albeit i super duper love this kind of weather, my dear sky's GOD, sometimes just give us a bit sunny sunny. (Changing the money money money from abba to sunny sunny sunny) :P

Today went out with HY for lunch and we heard the CNY song being played on the tv. CNY feeling is on the air now. That was just so awesome. CNY feel start to boost up in the soul. Ok, and we saw somebody who is quite close with us before this, but weird feeling just appear when we saw him. Perhaps when ppl din communicate for some time, we may feel a bit kekok when we talk to each other. Well, this is not the 1st time i been through this kind of situation.A lot of ppl i just very very friend buy may b just for a few weeks. Dunno whether is my prob or their prob. But i think most probably is mine. ><

Senior Alex Teh, one of my 4th year senior wanna help me do the removable braces (it got specific name, but idk how to name it ). Braces, I love braces, Especially guys with braces, I always spot the cute guy with braces on. They are just so cute. Without any reason, i just LOVE GUY WITH BRACES. OH WELL, AND GUY WHO IS LEFT HANDED. Weird, right? I also tak tau kenapa saya suka guy like this. If spot guys who fufilled the two condition above, well, he stands a good chance to be in my BF-2-B list. Hehehehehhehe.I KNOW I AM INSANE ! Well, Just ignore me. ok, Just wanna say that i am super excited to have the cute removable braces on. :) Thx to senior for giving me the chance :D

Gotta continue with my revision. TATA peeps :D

Annoying peepo (18++)

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Annoying annoying annoying !!!!!!!!!!!!
Do you all ever met someone who is freaking "gaga" and like to pretend or imitate de ppl in life?
Well, i did. This bitch seriously pissed me off.
I abhor to the max when teacher is teaching and there are ppl there making noise.
Shouldn't they suppose to listen to the teacher while teacher is teaching?
Where is their manners? If u really dun wish to listen to teacher,
ok, just shut your BIG MOUTH SHUT, BITCH.
Other ppl gotta listen to what the teacher said.
This is call RESPECT.
I think the word of "respect" din even exist in their dic of life.
F*** her. @#$%^&*********************
Forgive me for using vulgar words here.
Just i feel really beh syok with the bitch who spoilt my day.
Act i no need to be so livid about this,
cause she is just a cheap bitch which is just CHEAP.
What to care for bout her?
Screwed u >< Fishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Just expressing my feeling here, if u dun feel like reading this,
just click out and leave.

Laziness KILL me

Ooi Mei Xuan ah Ooi Mei Xuan,
Why u are becoming so lazy recently?
Respi notes haven finish and yet i can face the pc with movie ON.
Seriously addicted with drama and movies.
Bad Bad Bad!

I love the weather in kelantan.
The weather here is just so cool with the zephyr blowing towards u every sec.
Haha. Cause i always go the study room in third floor.
And honestly, i like that place.
If 3rd floor study room can transform to be my room, (single room)
Then i really thx GOD d.
Hahahaha. Cameron highland weather in kelantan,
pretty awesome,right?

Well, talking bout the SGD biochem that i went yesterday,
i was so livid. Not really livid lah, just disappointed, perhaps.
The doc is WMK >< OMGeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
I was like :wth, why is she, Y Y Y?
Thus, whole biochem SGD, i just did my own stuff.
And this doc loves to laugh. Still remember about the potassium source ==
Is coconut juice, she said coconut milk and she kept on laughing. LOL to suit her.
Suiting the lecturer is what i usually did in lecture hall.
Not funny also laugh. Hahahhaha.

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Good Start

2011, A brand new year. Well, quite a good start for me in this brand new year. Just i am getting lazier which i ABHOR the most. Gotta change change change. :D

Countdown 23 days more to back Hometown and celebrate CNY. I am just SO SO SO SO FREAKING EXCITED + HAPPY. Albeit i knw the exam is just right after the CNY. =.= What a good arrangement. Giv a round applause for those who arrange that == ><

Hahahahhahahah. Hope i can cope with all the stuffy smoothly in this year. Well, all of the other friends are so busy. They are just SO SO SO SO BUSY. With the wushu, with the indian club event, with the buddist club things, and as well as the christian fellowship stuff. Luckily i joined choir. Never regret cause i LOVE to sing and it is the easiest among other performances. Erm. perhaps just temporary for this period cause i just heard that we are going to have practice 4 times per week after this. Heard the news straight away PENGSAN.

Anyway, i really did enjoy a lot in these few days. Hahaha. And renal block is interesting, Think b4 wanna be nephron-logist. But physio is damn complicated. So, better stick back to my paediatric. But i love renal block. Hehehehe =D

Gotta off to SGD biochem later. Hope i get a good doc :D Not the 7 long zhu doc *praying*

Tata :D