=(

I don dare to open that folder albeit i have a strong urge feel like open it. I watched the video just for few seconds, tears started to roll down. =( I am just too fragile in handling this kind of stuff, lil brainie, pls shoo away these thoughts just for this 1 month +. I need some break for all these distractions.

Reverse way? Yes or No?

These few days, i am like going back to the past. I scare i am encouraging myself to open a route for me to immerse myself in the memory part. But going back to the reality-memory seem so vivid to me. Anyway, am i kind of LOST? Nt really. I knw what am i doing. Just i dunno what to do when come to making decision. I have phobia in making decision seriously. 

Kelantan is super cold these few weeks. It is just like in cameron highland, perhaps colder. OMG, my hand is so sakit, rheumatoid arthritis for a 19-year-old girl? Oh gosh, i have no idea. I think i just sleep on my hand yesterday and it pain till now. =(  Catch cold de. Keep on sneezing and sneezing. So freaking sanfu. And i was late to class today AGAIN!!!!!!!!! Owwww, i think i am just getting worsen and worsen day by day. Bed has been my frequent place to lie on when the monsoon season comes to Kelantan. 

Arhhhhhhhhh, 

Has been losing your way of direction towards success? Ans: Yes

Has been feeling sleepy easily? Ans : Yes

Has been feeling so sien after study just a little small part? Ans: Sometimes =(

OMG, i need MOTIVATION !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FAST FOOD !

Just had my DINNER at 10:30 just now. Omg, it is so DELICIOUS cause i am too hungry. Lol. Well, as usual, KFC again. Thx for the person for helping me to buy the dinner :) One word best describe the feeling now- SATISFY. Finger licking good albeit it is just a very small portion. Eating it with the sopo HY, with the zephyr blowing towards us and the rain drop sound, Awwwww. it is so comfortable. We even went to che din to buy pepsi. Perfect combination with KFC. Well, i don really like KFC, but KFC is the only nearest fast food restaurant here. Finger licking good. Yummy.

Ate the MCD BIG BREAKFAST PROMOTION SET. Omg, that is super worth ! Again, thx to the person who help me buy that. LOL. Gratitude !!!!!!! So freakin worth. We bought RM8.50 Burger  + Coffee+ Hashbrown , then free 2 BIG BREAKFAST SET. I simply love the set box of the big breakfast. Awwwwww, so nice and sweet for the mcd to decorate such a cute box. It just cheer my day up.

FAST FOOD FAST FOOD AND FAST FOOD. So unhealthy (Yeah, i know that)  =P try to change to a healthier lifestyle?

Breakfast for tomorrow. New breadie with sardin. Oh, I JUST LOVE SANDWICHES !!!<3 healthy le? Lol =)

Erm, well, at least i got exercise. Hehehe. Miss my swimming session =(  Haiz. Tak apa, just one more month to go and back to IPOH . GRADUATE for the 1st year. Hehehehe. Nowadays like to say BODOHNYA. Ishhhhh, very rude but very fluent for me to say it out. It is all because of the stupid ducky yap who always scold me BUDUH. Hahaha

Gotta off to study. Sleep and play too much these few days. * Punching myself*. Bodohnya saya ni. Hehehehe


Sweet dream :) Nightie peeps

Just a dream

I dreamt bout u last night. Just a dream, memories flash back albeit several years passed.

Seriously, i miss everything. The dream make the missing even more. Hope time can rewind back and u are there for me.

Rainy days make me remember how u came to my school fetched me when i was in high school. U rather let yourself wet , but not to let me wet cause you know i easily fall sick. U went to tution centre and borrowed umbrella then only came to school and walked me there. Honestly, i am touched. We walked in the rain, hand in hand, i know everything will be okay if u are beside me forever and ever.

When i ate wantan mee, it make me remember of how u help to cut my mee cause u know i dun really know how to use chopstick. U put it in the spoon and let me eat. U knw i love to drink not-so-sweet fruit juice. U tried everytime before u let me drink it.

Every afternoon after school, the 1st person i saw is u, standing at the opposite of my school and waiting for me, I was so happy and felt so blissful. We went to vacation together, swam together and watched movie together. Everything was so awesome. Hand in hand jogging together, star walk together and making promises together.

 There are a lot of memories in that  2 years. Forgive my immature personality that worsen our relationship.Perhaps this is the lesson that GOD gave me to let me know how to appreciate ppl beside me.Memories just can always be memories. Please don live in the past, OMX. U let the opportunity slip out from your hand, and now u wish that it will come back to u? GOD is fair, just look forward and without him,there are still lots of ppl there for you. Everything will be okay, always remind yourself all is well, all is well. GOD Bless u :)

everything will be okay, be tough girl.

I love RAINY DAYS !!!

Currently, Kelantan is having some kind of monsoon season, keep on raining for these few days. It is undeniable that i am truly in love with this kind of AWESOME weather. Rainy days are always better than sunny days to me. LOL. Idk why, but i just pretty enjoy the zephyr that blow towards me in these rainy days.

Finally everything comes to a halt. I have ample time to rest, or perhaps i am going to say i gotta really plan well on my preparation for pro exam. The debate thing was really awesome. The committee members are so funny especially the Mohammad Tang. Everyone was tired. But we know our ah tao must be more tired compared to us. From "bo syok" till "laugh die gossiping" in the debate thing, i feel that act ppl can change. Haha. Not going to elaborate further more, just i really enjoy myself :)

The debate's title- Love or to be loved is more blissful? Well, the to be loved WON. Applause to them. They were really awesome and funny. LOL. Personally, i also feel that to be loved is more blissful. But after heard a lot of the comments on LOVE , LOVE AND LOVE, it is really so fan to be in love. LOL.

Miss the leg massage from u =(  Very tired these few days cause walked a lot and stand for a long time. =(  I wan foot massage !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Slept a lot and feel tired easily these few days. Memang tak tau i sendiri buat apa, haiz. What to do? Gotta let myself fully recharge 1st lah, if nt dunno how to prepare for exam. Now, i can start to imagine my holiday plan already. LOL. 4 months man, peepo, CHEER FOR ME !!!! Taiwan trip canceled =(  Cause ah boy gotta prepare for spm. So we postponed our trip to nxt year and destination change to AUSTRALIA GOLD COAST. OMGAWDDDDDDDD, This is even more syok !!!!!!!!!Eeeeeeeeeeeheeeeeeeeee, cant wait for that albeit still long time to go.

Just woke up from my sweet beddie and now feel like sleep back again. Awwwww. Rainy day ya rainy day, u are so comfortable for me to lay on the bed =(  Pls make me feel more energetic to finish my work. 

Signing off with a peace =) May rainy days make u feel happier like me. Eeeehee. :)

Adios peeps =)

Motivation website recommended

Learn from past,concentrate on today and tomorrow will take care of itself. So sweet !

Click this :

 http://www.motivationalmemo.com/ 

to find out more motivational skills :) 

STRONGLY RECOMMEND FOR PEEPO WHO LOVE MOTIVATION !

Apex Uni suckssssssss

Seriously pissed off with the APEX uni -USM internet connection. I was finding info for my eng assignment and chit chatting with few of my old friends till half way, the internet connection suddenly become SUCKSSSSSS and shut off everything like that.The feeling on that moment was just fishh. Apex uni with this kind of internet connection? Omgawddddddd, Really beh tahan. Everything half way hang, then change plan,continue with my revision. Wth, Now is the insect time pulak. Those insects all came to my place and kacau here and there. Ishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !! ><  Unbearable. What a night !!!!!!!!

Bff can be a BOY ! =D

Chatted with one of my senior yesterday and i found out something, he told me something that make me kind of change the perspective towards some guys. Some guys are kind of playboy type and ask-girls-out-boys. Some of them may have intention when they asked for your number or asked u out. Yeah, i believe this.Thats y I din simply give number to anyone and i din go out with not-so-close friends cause i am scare. No matter u wanna say i am timid or arrogant,i wont care cause when i say it, i meant it. But i believe not all guys are like that, cause i have a lot of good friends of boys. Not Bf ya.  LOL. Sometimes, it is best to spill out something to ur good boy friend rather than girl friend. Cause what they think are really in another perspective compare to we -the girls.

Finally i am back in the uni. Haiz. My 4 days holidays ended so fast. When i arrived in the bus bengkel, It was raining. Oh god, i got to walk in the rain with my big luggage. Tot it will be just small drops of rain at 1st, who knws it comes to a heavy rain. I am entirely WET ! Sigh ~ Anyway, hope everything will be okay after i come back here. Gotta really concentrate on my study since i din touch notes at all during the hol.

Yesterday swimming session was AWESOME. Thx dad and mom acc :) Hehehehe. Now body aching cause i used kind of a lot of hand energy on the competition. My biceps and triceps are aching now =(  Anyway, i really feel much better after the energy-depleted-swimmie-comp. :)

Start to miss home again albeit i just left home for around 9 hours? Yeah, what a home-sick-cat =(

Goodbye homie :(

I came back home for almost 4 days already. 

Yet, shock to say that for the 1st time in my life, i came back and i din study at all.

This time is really a din-touch-book-homie-holiday

. Aww, idk how to describe the guiltiness in my heart but i feel happy at the same time

cause i really spent the whole hol with my dear parents. 

Early morning, when i opened my eyes, saw mummy laying beside me, i feel so blissful.

The COU daddy will come kacau me and mummy, then my bed start to shake. 

OMG, daddy is too fat to fit into my queen size bed. 

Hahaha. Then we went for breakfast together and do some marketing with mummy. 

Preparing dinner together, updates with them this and that. This is just like a daily routine. 

But everything seems to be so perfect when i be with them. Hehehe.

I really can feel their love to me, thus no regret albeit i din touch my notes at all.

Fully recharge and get back uni tomorrow :)

*I like the new blogger* :)

Mummy is having fever right now =(  Sob sob. May GOD bless her with good health. I will give whatever in return , but pls bless my parents with good health and happiness. Thx GOD :)

Gotta enjoy my last night in home sweet home. 

Adios peeps.

Love ya and cheers :)

The Picnik

Lomoish Effect

Ntg special. Just some silly self loving photo. Anyway, i love the star !

A smile a day keep your soul awake !

Picknik is a photo editing application. It is easy and the effect on thee photos are in a myriad form. It is just simply AWESOME. Check it out cause i also don know this application till my friend asked me to check it out. It got a lot of special effect like blush, teeth whiten, lomoish, museum thingy and a lot more. OH yeah, u can even change the eye colour . Cool, right? Anyway, i din really go and try out every of it. Just wanna say if wan to give something special to your friends, here supply something like sketchbook things that really cute and unique. :) If u like arts or photo editing, this is the right place where u can do everything :)

*Dig back the old photos of u and ur old friends and make a simple and sweet sketchbook for their birthday :) I am pretty sure this melts their heart.

Picnik is SWEET & COOL <3>

Hold My Hand

Ignore the picnik part 1st.

Suddenly feel like blog about what i had been came across yesterday. I went out yesterday and i passed through the hospital on my way out. I was alone that time and the hospital was like normal. People drooling in and out, seeking for treatment. When i was on my way passing thru hospital, i saw something that really touched my heart. Actually that time i was kind of rushing cause i was late for stg and nearly i bumped into this lovely couple who were pushing baby trolley car. By saying sorry to them, Automatically i looked into the baby trolley car, expecting to give a wide smile to this lil lovely's couple baby. And what i found out was the baby was suffering from brain edema (Encephalotaphy)

Her head was huge maybe because of the cerebral fluid flow into the potential space in the brain. I was really shock cause this is the 1st time i was so near to a brain edema baby and her head was really HUGE. I looked at the others. Most of the passer by looked their baby in a very bizarre way. How pity is that. Yet this lovely couple's face hanged with a wide sweet smile to everyone. This suddenly inspire me that i really gotta study harder and become a good doc that really can cure and safe people life. Especially kids, no offence. Just i really love kids and babies. To me, i feel that they are too small to suffer from all the pain.

I went into pediatric when in nursing block or hospital attachment (I cant really remember when), the kids are just so lovely. They are not suppose to be in the hospital, they are suppose to be hoping up and down on the field. May GOD bless everyone of us in the world stay healthy always. Health is the most precious gift that GOD give to us. Thus, we really have to appreciate our life.

Link this to the 2012 which is now a bone of contention of everyone out there. No matter 2012 the world will end or what, we just need to live our life to the fullest. I opened my fb and i saw many of the unknown ppl wrote if 2012 is coming, then i prefer dying now or dying in this or that way. Omg, hello, it haven't even come ,k? That was just rumors and please appreciate life and think how to live to the fullest rather than thinking how to die or when to die. How lame are these ppl. Honestly, i really look down to those who always think of commit suicide just because of some small obstacles they got thru in the life.

Thought before to be a Physciatric doc to adjust ppl mindset. Insert some positive view to them so that they can really see how awesome is the world and appreciate the life that GOD give to them .But dad and mum dun really like me to study this, so never mind it is okay. I still can insert some positive thoughts to those around me if they need help (Provided that time i am not emo) LOL.

My senior wrote a very unique status in fb before. And this really motivate me to study harder to become a doc. I would like to share with all the medical students or future doc to b out there. " 如果今天的我多读1分钟，以后的我就能多救一个病人。

It is meaningful yet true, right? Thus, we really got to hang on strong , power thru it and study harder so that we can become a good doc and save ppl life in the future.

With this, I end this post with a simple yet sweet quote by me :
Simple life just simply sweet :)

Appreciate the ppl around u, appreciate your life, cause that is the most precious gift ever to u.

GOD bless and Cheers =D

PICNIK next next next

PICNIK Application- My Next postie :)

Stay tuned

Midnight eater aka 花心大罗卜

OMGoshhhhhhhh, it is 12:30 am and i am crunching KFC ZINGER BURGER + Cheezy Wedges. Okay, pause. I knw you sure wanna say " FATTY BOM BOM" . Okay, i admit i am but it is not under my control to have this supper. (keep finding reason) hahahaha. I din really eat supper especially after 9 or 10pm. But this time i broke the law. Actually i din have my dinner tonight and my bestie went our to have supper and she bought me my "Dinner" Which comes to be supper. Anyway, Still wanna thx her for the adipose tissue she added for me =..= Hehehehe. Feel very full right now. And i cant hit to bed straight away =( But actually when u eat till full full and hit to bed to sleep, that feeling is just so blissful. I tried a lot of times especially the nap time and end up i gain weight. Never mind, at least i felt blissful. hehehe

花心大罗卜,This is what my friend shouted to me in the public today. And everyone menoleh and c who is she yelling at. Omgosh, so paiseh. Anyway, I get used to it already. Wonder why even ppl who dunno me, Just by judging me from the cover, they will comment me as a playgirl. Feel very livid at 1st with all these kind of comments and rumors , but as time pass, everything turn to be a word -NUMB. This is what a friend of mine taught me - Have a HIGH EQ. He faced the same prob as me but he din really bother at all. Suddenly kind of missing the time when he gave me a lot of advices and taught me how to have high Eq. Matric life is weird for me when i 1st enter. Cause 1st is the 1st time for to me get to this kind of envi, but mana tau when get into uni, it become even worst and complicated. Thus, it is better to know nothing rather than know something. Uni life is just COMPLICATED. A lot of kepoh ppl around that makes u feel like slap them penyek like mosquitoes. Anyway, we just no need to care bout them. Just act that they are not there and who really cares what they said, right? Or think it in a + Way, being gossiped by ppl not really a bad thing, at least i am popular. Hahaha, this is what one of my friend usually comfort me with. But all these are not important. At least i know what am i really thinking about and there are friends who really knw me. :D

Gotta hit to bed albeit i still feel very full right now. Prepare to gain weight again. Oh yeah, going back tomorrow. SWIMMING !!!!!!! <3

NIGHTIE PEEPS

Indirectly Lies Consider as White lies ?

I indirectly lied to a friend of mine. Act it is not really a big deal since he just like simply asked . but i feel very uncomfortable after i indirectly lied to him. I am not purposely wanna lie to him, just u knw, sometimes, i also dunno why i lie to ppl. Arghhhhhhhh, feel very bad in the heart right now. Sorry for telling lies. I don wan to be potong lidah like what mum said they will do it on the ppl who lie to ppl =( I am really sorry.

Why sometimes ppl care their air muka more than anything? I wonder. especially the libra-ian. Yeah, i am one of them. U have no idea at all how penting is my air muka to me. I try to change. But things din really turn out in a better way. The only way is i don be a libra-ian. Or perhaps i need a little more time to change. Cause everything can be change just depends whether u wanna change or nt. haiz ~

I AM SORRY ! =(

Absent Minded

Sometimes ppl did forget things they promised. Perhaps the sorry that i sincerely apologize to u still seem not to be forgiven. This is why i don like to promise ppl things, it just always being screwed up when i forgot the promises.

Whole day not really in the good mood, albeit i love the rainy day, love the food that mummy brought to me. Thx dad and mum for preparing such a delightful meal for me. U two always the best that cheer my day up :D The reason why i not in good mood, nt because i pms kay, is because there are a lot things to fan. Ishhhhhh, i don wan to be so kepoh to participate in organize this and that. Seriously PISSED OFF. Luckily got friends who really helpful to lend their hand in helping to finish the work. Arghhhhhhhhh.

Headache whole day especially after the briefing. Why i am stll not in the mood of exam since pro is drawing nearer and nearer. Pls lah, brainie, pls release some stress hormones for me. Erm, okay, not stress hormine, I don wan to be stress. Release some hardworking hormone to me =..= There is no such hormone lah. Lame you. Hehehehe. Head back to home on TUES. What else can i say? SHOUT OUT LOUD AND SAY I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO IT ! Home always the best. Hiak Hiak.

Love the ceelo song -forget u. love more for the glee version. :) Hit it. Mwahss :D

Head back to work :)
Signing off with cheers and love <3

Crush or flush

Is that a crush or flush ? ;)

Proud to say I AM A GLEEK !!!!!!!!!!!

Glee, a teenager drama that is way too awesome to describe. I watched this drama for zillion times yet i din get bored to it. The music are so freaking awesome. You just feel to sway around with the music. Feel to sing it out loud with them. Sometimes, i just really hope that my uni got Glee club. Singing all the modern or broadway songs, swaying around, dancing with the music are just so simply happy. Just by watching the movie, i can feel that my soul is in the movie. Well, it is a bit exaggerated but i just LOVE GLEE. The latest season 2 episode 14 emphasized the danger of alcohol and they sang tick tock by kesha. Awwwww, i used to get bored by listening to tick tock last time. But once glee club sang that songs, now every single morning i got to listen to that song. Can u feel how big is the impact. Glee rockxxxxxxxxxxxx. Thinking of having Gleeks party with all the glee songs being played on air, that would be "gleelicious ". Awwwwwwwwww, Just gotta find all the gleeks out and gather gather. :) Eeeeeeeeyer, just really love their dramas, their songs, their dancing especially brittany and mike. Hehehe. LOVE.



For those who dunno what glee is, never mind, it is never too late for u to check it out cause it is really thumbs up. :) Wish to be in the glee drama so badly =(

This is what currently ON.

Things aren't really going well this few days. We are just way too busy to prepare for this and that. Run to attend the sustainable run meeting then next will be the debate meeting =..= Sigh. Luckily ntg much to do in the debate demo night, i am directed to prepare the poster with a friend. Thx GOD. Actually i have zero idea about chinese debate, still wondering why i entered that in the 1st place. I participated in Eng Public speaking and debate, but always not the chinese debate. Whatever lah, i am just going to help out in organizing that. Hope everything runs smoothly so that my cheong hei ah tao will satisfy and happy. (p/s : He really very cheong hei, unbearable) Sustainable run meeting, it was okay act. Cause everything we did in last min, cause quite rush for this week since the run is on this friday. Just i really abhor with the help-out ppl who always late for the meeting. Seniors said 9 sharp and most of them arrived 9:30 or 10. Wth. Malaysia time? This is what they voiced out, thats y why malaysia sucks. Anyway, most of the chinese love to practise this, but this is definitely not me. If i am going to be late, i will only late for 10-15 mins with a pretty well reason. Okay, perhaps for some very-not-important occasion only i will be late for the most 20 mins? Yeah :)

Decision making is killing me. Should i go back home? Arghhhhhhhhhh . Most of my friends are heading back home after the repro block. Should i go back or wait for dad and mum to come ? If i go back, then i no need to worry what should i eat, and i miss the aroma in my house. What a lame reason =) Just finding a better reason for me to go back =(

I slept for 12 hours every night recently. What a pig. But i am just really tired. Endocrine havent finish. I hate BIOCHEM >< =*( Haiz. And the nutri block. Ishhhhhhhhhh, Speechless. Sien till unexplainable. Prefer a heavy block with lots of anatomy seriously. Haiz. But what to do, No matter how sien, we still gotta chunk all the notes. So, bless me ya :D

Finally Kelantan rain. hahahahaha. Thx GOD. I love rainy days. At least it is better than hot sunny day that make me feel sweaty all the time. Eeeeeyer, Really happy with this kind of weather. =D I love GOD <3

Cheers :)

HOMESICK

Every night dk why suddenly will feel very lonely over here, without daddy mummy beside me.
Quiet room with a hot weather make me feel like rush back home immediately.

I miss the bed in my homie, miss my elegant red lazy chair that make me feel 100% comfortable and happy, miss the air-con (Kelantan's weather can kill ppl, make me swt every night), the most important i miss the voice and the noise of the family. Here really very sien. Haiz.

Alas, if i choose to go back home now, i don have the time to finish my notes. :( Hang on strong lah, OMX =( Sien also kena hang on there. 4 months holiday as a reward, remember? Hehehehe.

Told dad and mum about the new IPAD 2, Shock to hear that they asked me to check for the price in overseas cause these stuffy are cheaper in overseas. Hiak Hiak :) Hope to own that very soon :) Thx daddy mummy :) Just finish talking to them, as usual, they are still so noisy, but they cheer me up =D Hehehe. They are coming to KELANTAN few weeks more, CANT WAIT!!!! Mummy said she will bring my favourite chic oyster soup, Salmon fish, my favourite popeye vege, and A LOT MORE !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Aiyerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, feel like hugging them right now. Muaxsssssssssssssss. Daddy's company lost 6 MILLION, Awwwwwwwwwww, So sad. Overtime is now BANNED cause of the 6 MILLION =..= Poor daddy don have extra money for her beloved daughter to drink milk. Hahaha. Daddy is so cute :) Well, mummy is CUTE too. Feel like watching AMERICAN IDOL WITH THEM RIGHT NOW =(

A good senior :)

Just talked to a very good senior. He really inspire me a lot albeit he always say never mind la, you sure can de. He is not my direct senior , not my year senior, not my state senior as well. He is a senior who suddenly appeared when i was preparing for selanjar 1 and he really helped me a lot with the courage, tips for exam and a lot more.

1st time saw him in the library just now, i was like : Har? cause he is not really the library kaki. He is act prepare for his most difficult exam for 4th year- O&G posting. And now he just in the 1st week, but almost every night i saw him in library. Suddenly feel that he change to be a very hardworking senior.He used to be very playful when i 1st met him. Must look him as a role model now. Indirectly, He motivate me a lot. Really glad that have him as a friend and senior to guide me in uni :)

thus, from now on wards, OMX, u gotta stop all the entertainment activities. Movie can only be watched once per week. CONTROL ( currently, one day i watched one movie =..=, Dying) Gah yao Gah Yao and Gah Yao. Pro, i am going to kill u gao gao so that i can enjoy my 4 months holiday !

Off to Study :)

Change :)

A girl who lives in the past finally pulled herself out of the memories part. Glad for her. After so many years struggle and hoping for some not-worth-to-hope thingy, regretting for the past, feel guilty over the spill milk. how stupid is this girl who always live in the past and don dare open opportunity cause scare of the past will be rewind again in her diary of life. Yeah, cheer for her cause finally i found that she grown up. With a better perspective and objectives of life, she is now stronger to face all the obstacles and let the past be past. Let the memories diminish in air and move forward in life.

Cheer for her :) A new month, A new life for her. God bless <3

Quote for today: Don live in the past, look forward, roads ahead still long way to go, u can paint colorful future in your next post of diary but not the past part of the diary. Way to go ! Yesh :)

What kind of ppl are this. Damn it !

I was very angry and pissed off because of some bitch and bastards. This is the 1st time i feel so angry till i can feel my heart was beating in a very fast rate and heat rush up to my face. i dont give a damn on it, kay? They are the one who started everything. Well, here it goes.

There is a guy named JY wrote ta ma de (read in mandarin)matrikulasi in fb. And i saw it this morning with tonnes of comments. Well, I feel a lil bit livid at 1st but when i read the comments, i feel like wtf. They wrote matrik ppl enter uni based on a fake cpga4.0 and they are pigs. This pissed me off early in the morning but what had just happened pissed me off till i can have heart attack. F*** them. For ur info, these ppl are f6-mers. And this JY, he got 4 flat. Okay, so what i wrote back as comment is in a very polite way saying that u can choose to enter matrik if u wanna get into uni easily and matrik ppl work hard to get a 4, in uni, some matrik ppl did better than the f6 ppl. Well, he replied me in a very polite way as well. Okay, nvm, that was okay. 4 gt about that.

Until just now, my bestie called up me. My bestie is a f6 ppl also and she asked me to see what LKM posted on JY wall. Okay, for ur info LKM is a f6 ppl as well and he applied for matrik twice but get rejected twice continuously. Yet, he din get a 4 flat in F6 but he still wanna criticize those matrik ppl who gt 4 flat that enter good uni with a good course. F him. And there is a girl , i think is JY's relatives which idk at all. She is such a big 8 po. She sent me messages by using a lot of vulgar words and criticizing all the matrik ppl,saying that matrik paper easy like hell, and a lot more. Wil print screen and put it up when i am free. What a BITCH. The main point is she is someone that i dunno and she is trying to teach me and criticizing how bad are all the matrik students and how bad and ulu USM in kelantan is. She wrote only bad students being allocate at USMKK ulu tempat, if u are brilliant enough, government wont send u to kelantan. Allow me to say SHIT HER ! Ish, a lot more. Make me spoilt my mood for the whole night. *&^%$%^. I knw it is a waste of time talking to these bastards and bitches but they are trying to challenge my patience. I talked in a good way to them but they did it the other way round. Keep on criticizing and always tot that only F6 ppl are the only true 4flaters. Don think that u are f6, u are always the top. Don be so lan si !

Sorry to be for being so vulgar over here. Honestly, i feel freakin angry this time. Just wanna express my feelin, din mean to hurt anybody except the bitch and bastards.

It was like: FINALLY I GOT IT !

OMG OMG OMG, My dream comes true !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, Let me explain.

I just went to take my result this morning from Dr Ismail, My mentor.

I was so freaking nervous cause we were called out during the class was on.

Seeing Dr smiling walking into the room make me feel even more nervous.

Doc announced our result in group form, not by individual.

da da da da

Guess what i got?

I got overall an A-.

Albeit it is not the very best, but i feel quite happy.

At least, i got an A in the last.

I got A+ for my mcq , A+ for my OSPE and alas a C- for my SEQ.

Cause as i mentioned earlier, i know i got 0 marks for the 2 questions.

Thx GOD for granting my wish of getting an A.

But if i did study well for the 2 question of the SEQ, then A+ will be my result now.

Aiya, Nvm. Be grateful :)

Daddy mummy were happy :)

Hehehehe.

Nothing more can really cheer me up except for good result and having awesome parents :)

Anyway, I am improving from the 1st selanjar till the 3rd selanjar.

So what's next?

The Professional Exam.

Okay, for this, i cant aim too high cause it is too tough since we gotta chunk all the 1 year notes.

Thus, just hoping GOD can bless me with a passing result for Pro exam .

Let me pass my 1st year sun sun li li.

*Happy Happy*