Again? Shoo u screw u

I FALL SICK AGAIN. 

IN THIS CRITICAL PERIOD

OMGAWDDDDDDDDDDD

STAY STRONG AH OMX

LIFE LIKE THIS

life like this is just like in NERAKA. 

Rectangular ME. RECTANGULAR HYPERBOLA CURVE FOR the  Velocity vs [s] curve =.= I just try to recall stg when saw this face. lOl.

KILL U. WHEN CAN I END THIS HELL LIKE LIFE? ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
*anyway, it is just a bread knife =.= I used to sapu my peanut butter1, wont kill die ppl *

Forgive her, she is insane d. Seriously, not even a single word can best describe her except SIAO

GOTTA HEAD BACK TO SHIT NOTES AGAIN. REALLY SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. WHEN CAN FINISH MY DEAR NOTES ? I WANNA GO HOME =(

ANYWAY, miss this kiddie damn much, he kept asking mummy when mei xuan jie jie coming bak again? LOL, i guess he misses me as well. min min, just 1 more week, i can HUG u de. Wait for me. Smoooooochesssss. Miss ur kissie XD

war begin again ='( what a life. * Cries*

sorry for the continuous emo post cause in this critical period, i just can think of all this emo thing.
bye peeps 

Depressed to the max

Saw the SK peepo who study with me in the study room packed their things and left me in the room alone, i feel like crying. =( A lot more to go, and i have no time. I already study very hard de, but the speed is still slow. Again, today i cried. I told myself nt to cry cause after i cry, i will be tired then cnt study de. But then, really cnt tahan. Tears rolled down. Stress like HELL. And now i am alone in the study room. Seeing ppl study with u leave u. OMG. *Cries* I wanna go home so badly. Seriously, I need a hug right now. =(

I LOVE U

I forced everyone to say : I LOVE U to me. ( Mayb nt forcing, they do it in a voluntary way. LOL). 

I feel so BLISSFUL.

I just dunno why i love to listen to this three words. Hahaha

No matter is from my BFF, my parents or even my roomie.

Hahaha. Just now when both of us feel STRESS, 

I went to her place and say:

Shahidah, boleh cakap u sayang xuan?

Then she said: I sayang xuan.

I FEEL EXTREMELY HAPPY.

LOL. Found another way to distress.

How awesome is it when u say " I LOVE U" to others and make people around u HAPPY.

Okay, perhaps i have some defect on the premotor or prefrontal cortex. 

LOL. Just I AM HAPPY.

PURE LOVE from friends around u by saying I LOVE U seriously make u appreciate them.

TO ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS,

I LOVE U.

(drooling, lol *=)*)

Head back to notes.

I LOVE U WORLD

I LOVE U GOD

I LOVE EVERYTHING.

LOL

I am DEAD

Seriously, 6 days left and i got 6 MAJOR BLOCK LEFT.

U knw what i feel right nw?

i feel like DYING.

Being a medical student, 

hardwork is nt the utmost thing,

Have a brilliant brain is the utmost thing to success

I really put a lot of effort,

perhaps my progress too slow or what,

i still have a lot to go.

Arghhhhhhhhhhh. =( Sobbing

I need a SHOULDER 

not for me to lean on,

but for me to BITE.

LOL. Yes, i love to bite things.

Be careful ya.

Going to be sot de.
SOMEmore stress till fever de.

Cant think of if really fail the exam, (TOUCH WOOD)

i think i will just enter the 5th floor of HUSM 

remember visit me at that time.

Bye peeps with A dead fish me =(

I WANNA BITEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.!!!!!!

一千零一个愿望

就算天再高又怎样，只要踮起脚尖， 就更靠近阳光

要勇往直前地飞翔， 没有到不了的地方。

加油 :)

New badge coming in.

Sometimes, when u thought that u forgot everything de, U put down everything de. But some small thing just like the aroma can initiate the action potential in ur neurons to remember that stg again. Why cant just the brain chop off the memory part of " un-wantable".

Anyway, still a dead fish right now. Hell to the no. Haiz. Guess what? The new badge of future medic students are coming today for the interview. So fast, 1 year passed and it was like i just finished my interview yesterday. Time flies, and now i am here, nt for the interview,but sitting for the most important exam that make me almost half insane de. Primary motor cortex as well as primary somatosensory cortex half dead de. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Haiz. talking bout the future medic students that come for interview, the guy who condemn USM and matric ppl got the interview and he is coming for the interview. I saw it from FB. WTH is him doing. Condemn this uni but come to this uni to study? LMAO. Seriously pissed off. Cause with his this kind of attitude to become a doc in the future? OMG, bioethics TOTALLY IS A F - FAILED ! Anyway, with his 4 flat result in STPM, for sure EASILY HE CAN GET A PLACE HERE. good luck to u if u are to be my direct. LOL. *Evil grin*

Gotta back to my revision. Sigh. Life like this seriously sucks till the max. Dunno how many weeks din go jogging and play basketball de. =(  Haiz. Never mind. Few more days only. Gambateh ya !

LIFE SUCKSSSSSS

OMG. I seriously forgot when is the last time i act enjoy studying. Form 5? Matric? But not totally now. Exam oriented system has totally make me feel soul-less. Everyday wake up in the morning, I tell myself : Mei Xuan, u must study this this this and complete it by today ya. But everytime i failed to do that. Cause i feel breathless when i start to sit down and flip thru my notes. Seriously, alot more to go. I am quite behind compared to the others cause i am quite slow in chunking notes. I wanna read every single details in the notes. Tats y i scored everytime in my MCQ *winkie* But nt the SEQ cause i easily forget things. Haiz. I feel so dead right now. Every morning adrenaline rush and make my mind totally in a panic-study-mode. Then finally tak boleh study. Arghhhhhhh. Wonder will i get heart attack and die just like that before i able to graduate. *Cries* I seriously dunno what to do =((

The weather in Kel is like desert right now. Cactus can even grow in kel de. Sweat like hell every night. Seriously, one day i bathe for 5 times maximum. Omgoshhhhhh. I think stroke gotta attack me if the weather continue hot like this. It is burning flaming hot. The sweat is like pipe water oozing out from the sweat gland. I am nt exaggerating . This is true. When i sleep in the night, I on my lil small fan, yet i hot like nobody. The next morning, my bedsheet is wet and my pyjamas is wet as well. OMG. What kind of stupid weather is this? Totally spoilt people study mood. Please come to kel , my dear rain god. Give us some fresh air to smell !!!!!!!!! I need zephyr, need fresh air to feel ALIVE.

Bestie birthday today. Did a simple celebration to her. Planned long time de. Hope she like it. =)  Hehehehe :/

Somebody please slap die me, cause idk what i am doing right now =( I hate this kind of stupid life. Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Oh yeah, read this stupid post as well. F*** DIE THIS PAPER !
http://www.malaysiakini.com/news/162002
1 melayu? LMAO seriously. Mou sor lahhhhhh.

p/s: Just now after BM exam, i realize my malay level is decreasing. Awwwwwwwwwww. U knw what? I just think of all the eng word when i wrote the essay. I don even knw how to spell restaurant in the malay. End up, i spell it in eng. Arghhhhhh. A lot phrases i wrote it in eng. Die 99 this time. Thinking of should i write my blog in malay to improve my malay? LOL Siao lang.

The Recent ME :)

This chic rice ( bak zam gai) Is seriously THUMBS UP, TOES UP. it is in Kelantan where me and parents able to discover. Yummy ! Must TRY !

My favorite secret recipe cake. CHOC INDULGENCE. Even tried a new flavour. Choc strawberry. NICE ! 

This is the part of view of KELANTAN. Quite okay lah actually. LOL

MIRRORR MIRROR ON THE WALL !

Morning woke up with a simple smile on the camera just cheer ur day up XD Yeah, i am narcissistic =P
P/s: My friends said i macam fong lek sang punya sister wor in this pic LOL. If is real, then memang very good de. Haha

Porridge Porridge warm the stomach !

I love SQUIDSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS SAMBALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL !~

OMG, I LOVE OH JIAN. MUST GO TO PENANG EAT TILL LAO SAI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK. not lao sai. Cnt Cnt. Haha

I MISS ALL SORT OF TV PROGRAMME ! =( 4 MONTHS I WANNA WATCH TV TILL LAO SAI !

LAO SAI AGAIN? omgeeeeee. NO NO NO. Watch till i syok 

Another panaroma of HP. I baru discover. Ignore the fugly face. LOL

Personally like this very much. Dunno why, feel like this picture got meaning behind XD Mayb i think too much de. LOL

             Omg, see this before? this is giant green chili. 1st time saw it and mummy  bought it. lol

Last but not least, the restaurant where my family hit to for dinner in KEL. Look luxurious, but the  price is actually very REASONABLE Or perhaps i can say as CHEAP. But the food is nice compared to my uni food. LOL. 

And yeah, here are all the pictures i recently took. "Missing- ness" towards parents still kind of lot but i am now able to control de.LOL. Still, i miss them =(  hahahaha. Anyway, life is still rockxxxxxxxxx after the few days ago emo session. Gotta hit back to my CNS ! XD

Love. XOXO =)

Sobbing did make ppl tired. Hang on strong, girl !

I cried.

 When dad and mum leave me today.

 A last hug for me before they left me.

 My tears already rolled down.

 If i know this will happen, i would rather ask them not to come. 

After they come, only i realize that  i actually very miss them.

 They really love me more than everything. 
They woke up at 3 something am just to cook for me.

 Just for me so that i can have opportunity to eat home cooked food. 
Mummy cooked all my favourite food, 
she even make my favourite helathy chic chic soup for me with a lot of oyster. 

Can u imagine dad and mum woke up at 3 am to prepare food for her girl girl?

 And they scared me wait too long, they started their journey early morning 6am.

 Cause the jorney is quite long.

 I am totally speechless and touched when i see them albeit this is not the very 1st time.

 Dad and mum even rented a super nice and expensive hotel 
so that i can really enjoy myself and freed myself from all the external stress. 

Yesterday we slept together, yes. 3 on 1 bed. LOL.

 I talked to them a lot and i found out that they are the one who really know me,
Not my BFF, nor my future BF, or my ex. Nope. Is my dearest parents.

 I start thinking about future. 
GOD, seriously, i want nothing but just my beloved parents. 

I dunno what have i done in the early century till GOD granted me a SUPER DUPER NICE PARENTS .

 I can give up everything just for them. EVERYTHING. Cause i knw they love me more than i love them.

Today early morning we went to have buffet breakfast, spending time with them really did make me happy. LOL. Just simply a smile hang on their face, i found that my problems all freed off de.
We went shopping,went survey all sort of restaurant finding nice food to eat. Everything is just so perfect.
Until the clock strike on 2pm and it is the time that they gotta leave their beloved girl girl in a rural area uni ><
I wan IPOH ! =(

I sent a SMS to them just now, telling them I love them for the 1st time in sms.

 Telling them thx for everything.

 Really thx. Dad and mom, I LOVE U <3

Really glad to have u two as my parents. :)
Whatever i want, u two never fail to give me. Obviously, that shows that u two are the
 GREATEST PARENTS IN THE WORLD XD

P/s: Yesterday when i was totally in the bluish mood and u are there for me to make me laugh and console me, i started to think perhaps we should know each other longer b4 we started our relationship. Again, the time factor beat us. And we cant turn back the time. Thus, Don think too much. Believe that if he is mine, no matter after how many rounds it turns, it still will be mine, And my beloved BFF, don keep asking me to find a bf, I am not choosy, just i havent meet the one whom i really into.Don menganggap my admirer to be my BF and spread it as rumors ya. Let time prove to u , I am sure my MR RIGHT will appear when the time comes :) GOD BLESS XD    CUPID LOVIE LOVIE POSTIE

When we din meet each other for quite some time, Will it become very weird to talk to each other again?


Currently already dunno how many days of study weeks de, long time din see many other unimates albeit we are in the same area. Keep on studying and hide in the study room to study become everyone's daily routine.


Well, exception for some, especially me who still always run here and there for sports. Besides sports, i think most of the time i also stay in study room to k books. Din really meet with the friends and suddenly see them suppose to have a lot of things to say. Unfortunately, Sometimes, we prefer to be silent cause we dunno what to say, but then people will think we hate them lah, this and that.( alot of weird thoughts will be created)


Actually sometimes it is very tired to think what to say, and usually i am the one who take initiative to begin the conversation. If not, it will just be very weird. Seriously, sometimes i don really feel like talking. Sigh ~
 Life. Why cant people just born to understand each other?
 =( I really prefer to be silent rather than talk non stop for sometimes.
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Just found out that my lil bro had a great achievement on his study. Thumbs up for u ! He is F5 this year and he is real hardworking compared to me.But he was slow in doing math before this, but now he able to score 98 marks for his modern math and 89 marks for his add maths continuously. Wow. Beat jie jie de. LOL. Every subject he scored very well, but he never mentioned to mummy. Very low profile de bro. Wonder why he got a sister whom the personality totally irony to him. Hahaha.


Daddy mummy going to hit down to Kelantan this week. Awwwwwwwwwww. I am just SUPER DUPER HAPPY. *screamssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss* Yooooooohoooooooooooooo. Santa clause is coming to town - Change to dad and mum is coming to Kel XD Mummy is currently having her last exam for CFP module 6, while daddy busy with his boilerman test. Everyone is busy. Whole OOI family + U lah. Dad and mum, I LOVE U. Muaxssssssssssssssssssssssssss. U just made my day XD

Bieberlicious XD

Tonight suddenly feel that i am in love with bieber song. His song is just so bieberlicious. Somebody to love, duet of him and usher <3 Awwwwwwwwww. Nice. And the "pray" by bieber is just thumbs up. Listened for many times de, but dunno why today got the feel of loving it so much ! Justin bieber rockie cutie XD


"Long distance" is also another song in top list. "so hard so far, This long distance is killing me, I wish u are here to be with me." The lyrics is just so suit for the LDR. Seriously, LDR is very tough. But everything can be conquer if the bonding is really strong, but sometimes perhaps not. 

Yesterday went shoot ball again, SYOKnya when the ball everytime being shot precisely in. It is just like a goal had been achieved. XD I just love the feeling jumping in the air and THROW THE BALL TO THE GOAL ! Okay, i am crapping again >< Haiz. Hit back to books. Energy of fighting is getting lower day by day. Wondering how can endure again. Currently listen to Butterfly fly away, a very nice song. It does make me feel better.

 You will hold my hand and sing to me :

 caterpilar in the tree,

 how u wonder who u be,

 cant go far but u can always dream, 

wish u may and wish u might, 

don u worry and hold on tight,

 i promise u there will come a day ,

butterfly fly away.

Those school girls day - Let the pictures talk XD

1st day in Matrik. I cried when dad and mom left me for the 1st time. I am a stickey homie cat, i admit. :)

Matrik programme in orang rumah tua. I even performed lang hua yi dua dua. Enjoy that pretty much. I love kids and warga emas. Seriously, respect them and don dump ur beloved parents in the old folk's home ya.

Me and Mei Sin. I miss my block in matrik time. Miss my girls ham gang which always make me laugh all the time. Everything we did together. Even 18 ++movies for the 1st time . LOL. Anyway, we are already 18 that time, so is eligible to do that XD

My wushu gang ! We performed together and laugh till roll on the floor . >< 

Proudly present to u 4H kuliah's models.
From the left, Andy- a very cute and fatt hao guy, me, Fu siang- my sifu for wushu, Rosalinda- flowerie rosie. Kok Ming- Funny and cute monitor. Yashini- the role model .

High school time in a ball dinner. Library prefect farewell , say goodbye !

Me and my best malay friend- Faiaruz. Love btw me and u have no boundaries. Thx for giving me courage all the time. Seriously, races is totally not a prob for us to be best friend and best partner for scrabble. Both of us won the 1st prize unexpectedly. Happy !

My beloved class- 4H23A. U all just won un how much i love this gang of peepo, they really make me happy all the time. Just like no worries at all even in the class. Miss them =(

Studying when i was in matrik if i am nt mistaken. cause i saw the chemistry thing. LOL

Here comes my ham gang leng lui - I just simply awesomely love them. I miss u girls so much

4H23 AGAIN ! SAY CHEESE FOR THE LAST TUTORIAL. BID FAREWELL, MY DEAR FRIENDS =(

last but not least, my dear roommate in matrik, these 2 roomie is the best roomie i ever got in my life. They helped me to an mo when i was tired. Helped me to chase ghostie away when i scare, help me kill cockroach. I am nt a very bearable ppl if u knw me well, I was very messy especially comes to exam. Thx god, this two lil girl can stand with my charac. Seriously. love u girls. <3

Those school girls day that i missed, those matrik days with my dear roommate and friends. The life i treasure the most. Just dig these out from the pictures album. Just realize i got a lot of photos. Too love capture gambar and syok sendiri. but this will be a piece of great memory that always engraved in my heart. 


                                             SMOOTHCESS!

Just found out my HP act very GENG !~

Me with plumie. Okay, study till siao, grab plumie to capture gambar. LOL. 

The next sec, plumie ends in my mouth. Yummie XD

Capture from study room, in the cloudy version in phone. DM3, quite big, right? LOL, i stay in DM4, lagi cantik.

This is my mini wall board in room. Stick with lots of motivation stuff. +u, mei xuan XD

Lastly, after playing squash and basketball, here i go, with a fresh bath, notes, here i come ><

LOL. May GOD bless us with happiness and healthy body everyday. Don let me feel stress when i open my eyes every morning. I need a peaceful mind to fight for this war. :)

Bon Voyage. LOVE XD

SPORTS !!!

Seriously i know my look totally give a wrong impression to everyone. The impression that i gave to u mayb is a lil fragile girl which is very xiao jie and si wen ,right? LOL. U are totally wrong if u think i am this kind of girl. Perhaps yes, just a bit. I am a totally "turnover" with this kind of charac. XD


Cause these few weeks are study weeks, which means stress like HELL. Thus, i spent almost every evening to do some sports, and shock to say, I AM ADDICTED TO SPORTS ! One day din play basketball now, my hand feel so gatal. Ishhhhhhhhhhh >< Last time when i was in high school, i was a school representative for softball team, well, ages ago if talked back bout high school. After that, i think i din really get involve in any sport activities due to the laziness. But swimming is totally a YES to me. Just swimming for that periods. In uni, finally found a gang that really into sports like what i did in high school. Yesh, feel damn relieve after sweat till whole shirt wet. Playing basketball, badminton and squash, it did make me feel much better to continue my heavy revision, at least that time is the time that i can totally throw away the thoughts of BOOKS BOOKS AND BOOKS. We played squash yesterday and kelvin doc be my squash coach, awesome, right? he approached us and teach us how to play. Honestly, i was really shock when he still remember my name. LOL. The dental senior memang, Haiz. Speechless to describe him. Just really had a fun squash session yesterday.


Sportie, today perhaps will date u again. Oh ya, my lil cha cha bom friend love sports because she said sport centre a lot of leng zai seniors. Hahahahha. Sometimes, it is true thou. Black SWAN. Laugh die me.


Head back to NOTES. 


Signing off with LOVE. Today is just simply incredible ! ~ =)

Sigh

Seriously, idk what happen to me. My study week officially start today. yesterday is the last day i went to do all kind of sports till i tired like hell. Anyway, i feel tat exercise is the best way to release stress, suddenly ketagih buat sports after continuous sports for few days. Today, i deactivated my fb, everything and i study, even my lunch and dinner time i sacrificed by reading sambil makan. I din even grasp a breath for rest. In the last, i mentally break down. My lacrimal gland secrete a lot of stress tears. I am really stress. Haiz. Perhaps sometimes we cannot push ourselves too much, i seriously hope this damn exam finish faster. I am sick of the forcing-without-rest-revision. It can kill ppl. >< =( SOB

Stress

Define stress : Stress is STRESS, CATHECOLAMINE hormone released... Bla Bla Bla.
Just wanna say I AM ON THE PIN POINT OF STRESS LEVEL. OMGeeeee. 20++ days left, and the notes are over 20 kg++++++. How to finish. S.T.R.E.S.S. Back to study. OMGawdddddddddddd, stressnya =(

Okay, this post sounds pointless. Yeah, cause i stress till speechless. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHH.

Notie Notie colorie XD

Weeeee

Yesterday finally for the 1st time i found back my mood of study. Cheer for me. LOL. I studied till almost 3 something am in the hall. Hall is the best place after 10:30p.m cause library close at 10:30pm. =..= APEX library. Sam tet library also 24 hours, APEX uni library? Haiz. Speechless. Stayed in the hall with HY. We studied then rewarded ourselves with FB games + Stalk ppl when we finished our target. HAHA. Awesome ! We even saw a couple went into the hall around 2am, and the hall was empty that time. Ehem. Wonder what are they doing inside in the late night. Got time suppose to sleep mah, i wanna sleep also cnt sleep =( Again, i think i can become PIG d. I cant wake up for the 9am class today. Luckily fren called me, if nt i think i will just sleep on the sweet beddie till the sun" strike" on my buttocks.


LOL. I WANNA PLAY SQUASH !!!!!! I WAN I WAN. but idk how to play =(  Wanna find a leng zai coach to teach me the proper way when holiday ! Now, JN will be my beginning part of coachie ! LOL. One happy thing when play squash is we can hit as hard as possible to release stress ! Yeah, I played once when i was very small, i think around 9 years old and ended up i hit myself. So bodoh tat time. Haha. Exam list is out. Oh yeah, i can smell the tenseness of the exam week feel. But i think to pass is ok gua. Hope so . GOD BLESS. But we also gotta work hard + work smart. 

Signing off with a HAPPY SMILEY FACE. Going to hit the hall to study latie latie tonight :) Yahoooooooo, love exam moodie ! Satisfy :) *wink*

Exam Moodie Moodie come to me

Imagination skill improve a lot these few days. Well, ntg to be happy cause i din apply the imagination skills on my study, applied that in something that what happened in disney stories. LOL. I am insane. Memang pun. What a time waster this few weeks. Totally not in mood of preparing of exam. Fish ni. Please return the mood to me. =(

Motivation Sharing

Can i learn to FOCUS?

We live in a distracted age, but success requires laser-like focus.

In order to focus effectively, here are four strategies that will help you in not only creating focus, but in also maintaining focus for the long-term.

a) Chart your course in detail

Write down, in bullets points if you have to, every step that is required by you to complete your target. The more detailed the more focused, and the more accurate in preparation for the execution.

b) Create deadlines

Have deadlines for today, for this week, for this month, for 90 days time, 6 months’ time and even 12 months’ time. Deadlines written down create internal pressure, that when applied to your life give birth to creativity and activity whilst assisting your focus.

c) Make a list every day

Take a blank sheet of paper at the end of each day and write numbers 1, 2, 3,4, 5, 6. Then list the six activities that will move you further along the path towards your dream or your goal. Once you have the list then prioritize it from the most to the least important. Cross each one off as you go. If any are unfinished at the end of the day, then take a fresh sheet of paper and number it 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 and add the undone activity from today to tomorrow’s list.

d) Conduct regular checkups

Measure everything you do. Set benchmarks that you can analyze to see how you’re progressing. Do this daily, weekly, monthly, quarterly and yearly. Evaluation will be your kindest friend, steering you like a compass towards your destination. Pause on a regular basis to ask yourself the question, ‘How am I progressing?’

Question : Can I see the finish at the start?

With the end in mind at the beginning, and to have it written down, you are positioning yourself for success.

The dream will draw you. The goal will gird you.

Don’t look at the valleys. Keep your eyes on the mountain top.

The winner visualizes at the starting gate him or her passing through the tape at the end of the race. 

See it. Write it. Speak it. Dream it, and watch it MATERIALIZE.

In order to receive the rich rewards of success there is a price to be paid.

Many seek success, but few are willing to make the necessary investment in order to secure it.

Are you one who will pay, or are you someone who wants a free ride?

A good question to be pointed to all of us.

Personally like this article very much, it is from motivational memo. Thx to the author- Peter for an inspiring success motivation article. At least, it motivated me to move on. I do hope it does help u too. Enjoy reading and cheers. GOD bless us :) 

Adios XD L.O.V.E 

Tomorrow will be a better day !

^^ 

Life is beautiful

Life is beautiful, a msg that GOD delivered thru FB from me. I knw this is the courage for me :) Thx GOD. Dad and mom went church today and they listened to the inspired talk from the sharing and it was about life as well. Yeah, sometimes, we just need to look everything in the bright side, then we will be happy. :) Rainy days in Kel gone and here comes the sunny day, so does my mood, tune to be HAPPY especially after watched the ep16's glee. Sometimes, we should not think too much, and we are the one who created problem to our own, Thus, don think too much ya. Okay, back to glee, OMG, they wrote their own songs and sang it : "Get it right" and "Loser like me". Seriously, these two songs are AWESOME ! U really gotta read the lyrics especially for the "get it right" Cause it is so touched till my lacrimal gland secrete tears. LOL, anyway, my lacrimal gland memang too sensitive, easily get touched. Haha. Glee cheer me up :) Whole day in a good mood just because of GLEE. :) "Get it right and be on track, don be a loser", quote from GLEEK that motivate me to ush ush ush for my pro. Reduce movie, reduce on9, everything CUT CUT CUT ! dad and mom are coming down nxt nxt week to gimme moral support and acc me. Hehehe. What else can i say?I am just simply BLISSFUL. 

Signing off with LOVE :) And i am stronger now to conquer everything :)