Again? Shoo u screw u

I FALL SICK AGAIN. 

IN THIS CRITICAL PERIOD

OMGAWDDDDDDDDDDD

STAY STRONG AH OMX

LIFE LIKE THIS

life like this is just like in NERAKA. 

Rectangular ME. RECTANGULAR HYPERBOLA CURVE FOR the  Velocity vs [s] curve =.= I just try to recall stg when saw this face. lOl.

KILL U. WHEN CAN I END THIS HELL LIKE LIFE? ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
*anyway, it is just a bread knife =.= I used to sapu my peanut butter1, wont kill die ppl *

Forgive her, she is insane d. Seriously, not even a single word can best describe her except SIAO

GOTTA HEAD BACK TO SHIT NOTES AGAIN. REALLY SUCKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS. WHEN CAN FINISH MY DEAR NOTES ? I WANNA GO HOME =(

ANYWAY, miss this kiddie damn much, he kept asking mummy when mei xuan jie jie coming bak again? LOL, i guess he misses me as well. min min, just 1 more week, i can HUG u de. Wait for me. Smoooooochesssss. Miss ur kissie XD

war begin again ='( what a life. * Cries*

sorry for the continuous emo post cause in this critical period, i just can think of all this emo thing.
bye peeps 

Depressed to the max

Saw the SK peepo who study with me in the study room packed their things and left me in the room alone, i feel like crying. =( A lot more to go, and i have no time. I already study very hard de, but the speed is still slow. Again, today i cried. I told myself nt to cry cause after i cry, i will be tired then cnt study de. But then, really cnt tahan. Tears rolled down. Stress like HELL. And now i am alone in the study room. Seeing ppl study with u leave u. OMG. *Cries* I wanna go home so badly. Seriously, I need a hug right now. =(

I LOVE U

I forced everyone to say : I LOVE U to me. ( Mayb nt forcing, they do it in a voluntary way. LOL). 

I feel so BLISSFUL.

I just dunno why i love to listen to this three words. Hahaha

No matter is from my BFF, my parents or even my roomie.

Hahaha. Just now when both of us feel STRESS, 

I went to her place and say:

Shahidah, boleh cakap u sayang xuan?

Then she said: I sayang xuan.

I FEEL EXTREMELY HAPPY.

LOL. Found another way to distress.

How awesome is it when u say " I LOVE U" to others and make people around u HAPPY.

Okay, perhaps i have some defect on the premotor or prefrontal cortex. 

LOL. Just I AM HAPPY.

PURE LOVE from friends around u by saying I LOVE U seriously make u appreciate them.

TO ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS,

I LOVE U.

(drooling, lol *=)*)

Head back to notes.

I LOVE U WORLD

I LOVE U GOD

I LOVE EVERYTHING.

LOL

I am DEAD

Seriously, 6 days left and i got 6 MAJOR BLOCK LEFT.

U knw what i feel right nw?

i feel like DYING.

Being a medical student, 

hardwork is nt the utmost thing,

Have a brilliant brain is the utmost thing to success

I really put a lot of effort,

perhaps my progress too slow or what,

i still have a lot to go.

Arghhhhhhhhhhh. =( Sobbing

I need a SHOULDER 

not for me to lean on,

but for me to BITE.

LOL. Yes, i love to bite things.

Be careful ya.

Going to be sot de.
SOMEmore stress till fever de.

Cant think of if really fail the exam, (TOUCH WOOD)

i think i will just enter the 5th floor of HUSM 

remember visit me at that time.

Bye peeps with A dead fish me =(

I WANNA BITEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.!!!!!!

一千零一个愿望

就算天再高又怎样，只要踮起脚尖， 就更靠近阳光

要勇往直前地飞翔， 没有到不了的地方。

加油 :)

New badge coming in.

Sometimes, when u thought that u forgot everything de, U put down everything de. But some small thing just like the aroma can initiate the action potential in ur neurons to remember that stg again. Why cant just the brain chop off the memory part of " un-wantable".

Anyway, still a dead fish right now. Hell to the no. Haiz. Guess what? The new badge of future medic students are coming today for the interview. So fast, 1 year passed and it was like i just finished my interview yesterday. Time flies, and now i am here, nt for the interview,but sitting for the most important exam that make me almost half insane de. Primary motor cortex as well as primary somatosensory cortex half dead de. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Haiz. talking bout the future medic students that come for interview, the guy who condemn USM and matric ppl got the interview and he is coming for the interview. I saw it from FB. WTH is him doing. Condemn this uni but come to this uni to study? LMAO. Seriously pissed off. Cause with his this kind of attitude to become a doc in the future? OMG, bioethics TOTALLY IS A F - FAILED ! Anyway, with his 4 flat result in STPM, for sure EASILY HE CAN GET A PLACE HERE. good luck to u if u are to be my direct. LOL. *Evil grin*

Gotta back to my revision. Sigh. Life like this seriously sucks till the max. Dunno how many weeks din go jogging and play basketball de. =(  Haiz. Never mind. Few more days only. Gambateh ya !