Life :)

Sometimes in life,we have the faith, have the heart to go realize the dream that we wish to do so badly, But alas, sometimes condition just do not allow us to do so. How sad is that. Or perhaps i can say it as not just condition, is that sometimes we don't have the gut to do so. I admit i am timid, timid enough to do things i wanna do. Until now, I am already a 20-year-old girl, yet i still afraid to do something i really like. I wonder why, am i always the girl who lives under the shelter of daddy mummy? Why i cant just be brave and take the initiative to step out ? I dunno =(

How i wish to join this and that to show out my real concern to the world >< My 20 year old birthday wish- BE BRAVE ! BE YOURSELF . hope i can do this XD <3

Today was a fairytale

Went to starwalk today. 7km, it is just sap sap water to me . LOL. Feel no pain at all after the 7km walk. Perhaps my every-morning-exercise-plan did helped me train my stamina to be better. :) * Proud * But very disappointed din manage to be the lucky girl that walk away with the ipad 2 :( * Sobbing *. Heart completely broken

Last week a lot of things happened and my mood blatantly become very bad. Not PMS, It is purely bad mood. Somemore being gek by people. Luckily it is getting a bit better now :D Hope everything tune to be better .

Today was a fairytale <3

Regret Me

I seriously dunno why everytime after a decision made, confirm on the months ahead, definitely no doubt that my regret-ness will come back. No matter how confident am i confirm that i wont regret when i made that decision, yet i still feel regret in the end. Gao tim the 1st case, and now the 2nd one. Why I am this kind of easy-regret-after-making-decision people? This seriously make me don dare to step out to start any relationship. I really scare. I am not as strong as what others see in me. i have a fragile heart and brain that make me think a lot. Perhaps i am too free to simply think. Better keep myself occupied with lotsa of work so that i won have this kind of feeling X(

ABHORNESS

Very moody nowadays. I hate u . HATE DIE U !!!!!!!!!!!!

Weirdo

Love my Red Minnie Luggage :) XD <3

Love comes and goes easily. Quoted from a movie. :)

I admit i can like peepo in the first sight, and i can dislike him in the second sight. (Declaration: Imma not a playgirl) The feeling is not love, is the like feeling that make u feel like know more about that somebody :)

Well, there is a him who i have some good feeling towards in the beginning, 

Cause he is kind of very sweet and the most important is he is very 体贴. I like 体贴 People. :)

Maybe the good feeling towards him is just a bro-sis feel. Yeah, Kind of.

And very soon because of both of us are having hectic medical student life, We din really contact with each other and as time pass, i start to have 0 feeling towards him, I mean just a good friend feeling, at least for now :) But then these few days he seem to contact me very often. He even asked me out for a trip, Just me and him, with his 2 friends which is couple, How weird is that ,right? I told him to find his boy friend instead of me. But he told me that he wanna find me cause his friends are couple and it is weird to find a boy to acc him for the vacation. =.=!!! How sweat is that. If i am able to go out with my boy punya friends, i also wont go with him albeit he is kind of my good friend. Just it is very weird. Luckily i set my blog just for invited readers, if not, I cant even write what is my real thought, I din really give my blog links to the others, cause i don like many of them to read my blog, This will limit my ability to write out what my genuine thought. Cause u knw, It is hard to consider this and that before u write something. I just want to write whatever my feeling is and thats all. I prefer a stranger to read my blog seriously. Cause he or she knows nothing about me and perhaps with this he or she can give a better advice or whatsoever thing that i shared.

Before edit

After edit

Spot the difference? Yeah, that is my camera skill is so freaking bad. kay, blame my phone cam. LOL. *sorry for the self-love session. Imma narcissistic XD. Eye-irritator ><"

Ok, thats all for now :) Have a nice day peeps XD Love ya 

Z.Z

OMG, I sleep for 12 hours everyday without counting in my power nap >.<. No matter is vacation or in ipoh, 12 hours sleep is a need for me . Awwwwwwww, How sad is that. Sleep till i dunno what is the time. :( Sleep till mummy always yell me to wake up >.< Last time , I just need 6- 7 hours i will wake up eventually, but now. OMGoshhhhhhhhhh

Last Minute? NO NO NO

I abhor last min plan. Thus, don ever ask me out last minute. Mostly, I will reject u. And there is somehow a plan carrying out in these few weeks, yet there is no an exact answer for me. OMG, I really speechless. Just a vacation, Why they just cant set a date and thats all, full stop for everything. Arghhhhh, I just don like to be informed in last minute and i gotta prepare everything in last minute. I am not that versatile, i admit. I do everything according to plan. I really hope people can understand me, that is me. A No-No-No Last minute girl.