Proud to say I AM A GLEEK !!!!!!!!!!!

Glee, a teenager drama that is way too awesome to describe. I watched this drama for zillion times yet i din get bored to it. The music are so freaking awesome. You just feel to sway around with the music. Feel to sing it out loud with them. Sometimes, i just really hope that my uni got Glee club. Singing all the modern or broadway songs, swaying around, dancing with the music are just so simply happy. Just by watching the movie, i can feel that my soul is in the movie. Well, it is a bit exaggerated but i just LOVE GLEE. The latest season 2 episode 14 emphasized the danger of alcohol and they sang tick tock by kesha. Awwwww, i used to get bored by listening to tick tock last time. But once glee club sang that songs, now every single morning i got to listen to that song. Can u feel how big is the impact. Glee rockxxxxxxxxxxxx. Thinking of having Gleeks party with all the glee songs being played on air, that would be "gleelicious ". Awwwwwwwwww, Just gotta find all the gleeks out and gather gather. :) Eeeeeeeeyer, just really love their dramas, their songs, their dancing especially brittany and mike. Hehehe. LOVE.



For those who dunno what glee is, never mind, it is never too late for u to check it out cause it is really thumbs up. :) Wish to be in the glee drama so badly =(

This is what currently ON.

Things aren't really going well this few days. We are just way too busy to prepare for this and that. Run to attend the sustainable run meeting then next will be the debate meeting =..= Sigh. Luckily ntg much to do in the debate demo night, i am directed to prepare the poster with a friend. Thx GOD. Actually i have zero idea about chinese debate, still wondering why i entered that in the 1st place. I participated in Eng Public speaking and debate, but always not the chinese debate. Whatever lah, i am just going to help out in organizing that. Hope everything runs smoothly so that my cheong hei ah tao will satisfy and happy. (p/s : He really very cheong hei, unbearable) Sustainable run meeting, it was okay act. Cause everything we did in last min, cause quite rush for this week since the run is on this friday. Just i really abhor with the help-out ppl who always late for the meeting. Seniors said 9 sharp and most of them arrived 9:30 or 10. Wth. Malaysia time? This is what they voiced out, thats y why malaysia sucks. Anyway, most of the chinese love to practise this, but this is definitely not me. If i am going to be late, i will only late for 10-15 mins with a pretty well reason. Okay, perhaps for some very-not-important occasion only i will be late for the most 20 mins? Yeah :)

Decision making is killing me. Should i go back home? Arghhhhhhhhhh . Most of my friends are heading back home after the repro block. Should i go back or wait for dad and mum to come ? If i go back, then i no need to worry what should i eat, and i miss the aroma in my house. What a lame reason =) Just finding a better reason for me to go back =(

I slept for 12 hours every night recently. What a pig. But i am just really tired. Endocrine havent finish. I hate BIOCHEM >< =*( Haiz. And the nutri block. Ishhhhhhhhhh, Speechless. Sien till unexplainable. Prefer a heavy block with lots of anatomy seriously. Haiz. But what to do, No matter how sien, we still gotta chunk all the notes. So, bless me ya :D

Finally Kelantan rain. hahahahaha. Thx GOD. I love rainy days. At least it is better than hot sunny day that make me feel sweaty all the time. Eeeeeyer, Really happy with this kind of weather. =D I love GOD <3

Cheers :)

HOMESICK

Every night dk why suddenly will feel very lonely over here, without daddy mummy beside me.
Quiet room with a hot weather make me feel like rush back home immediately.

I miss the bed in my homie, miss my elegant red lazy chair that make me feel 100% comfortable and happy, miss the air-con (Kelantan's weather can kill ppl, make me swt every night), the most important i miss the voice and the noise of the family. Here really very sien. Haiz.

Alas, if i choose to go back home now, i don have the time to finish my notes. :( Hang on strong lah, OMX =( Sien also kena hang on there. 4 months holiday as a reward, remember? Hehehehe.

Told dad and mum about the new IPAD 2, Shock to hear that they asked me to check for the price in overseas cause these stuffy are cheaper in overseas. Hiak Hiak :) Hope to own that very soon :) Thx daddy mummy :) Just finish talking to them, as usual, they are still so noisy, but they cheer me up =D Hehehe. They are coming to KELANTAN few weeks more, CANT WAIT!!!! Mummy said she will bring my favourite chic oyster soup, Salmon fish, my favourite popeye vege, and A LOT MORE !!!!!!!!!!!!!! Aiyerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr, feel like hugging them right now. Muaxsssssssssssssss. Daddy's company lost 6 MILLION, Awwwwwwwwwww, So sad. Overtime is now BANNED cause of the 6 MILLION =..= Poor daddy don have extra money for her beloved daughter to drink milk. Hahaha. Daddy is so cute :) Well, mummy is CUTE too. Feel like watching AMERICAN IDOL WITH THEM RIGHT NOW =(

A good senior :)

Just talked to a very good senior. He really inspire me a lot albeit he always say never mind la, you sure can de. He is not my direct senior , not my year senior, not my state senior as well. He is a senior who suddenly appeared when i was preparing for selanjar 1 and he really helped me a lot with the courage, tips for exam and a lot more.

1st time saw him in the library just now, i was like : Har? cause he is not really the library kaki. He is act prepare for his most difficult exam for 4th year- O&G posting. And now he just in the 1st week, but almost every night i saw him in library. Suddenly feel that he change to be a very hardworking senior.He used to be very playful when i 1st met him. Must look him as a role model now. Indirectly, He motivate me a lot. Really glad that have him as a friend and senior to guide me in uni :)

thus, from now on wards, OMX, u gotta stop all the entertainment activities. Movie can only be watched once per week. CONTROL ( currently, one day i watched one movie =..=, Dying) Gah yao Gah Yao and Gah Yao. Pro, i am going to kill u gao gao so that i can enjoy my 4 months holiday !

Off to Study :)

Change :)

A girl who lives in the past finally pulled herself out of the memories part. Glad for her. After so many years struggle and hoping for some not-worth-to-hope thingy, regretting for the past, feel guilty over the spill milk. how stupid is this girl who always live in the past and don dare open opportunity cause scare of the past will be rewind again in her diary of life. Yeah, cheer for her cause finally i found that she grown up. With a better perspective and objectives of life, she is now stronger to face all the obstacles and let the past be past. Let the memories diminish in air and move forward in life.

Cheer for her :) A new month, A new life for her. God bless <3

Quote for today: Don live in the past, look forward, roads ahead still long way to go, u can paint colorful future in your next post of diary but not the past part of the diary. Way to go ! Yesh :)

What kind of ppl are this. Damn it !

I was very angry and pissed off because of some bitch and bastards. This is the 1st time i feel so angry till i can feel my heart was beating in a very fast rate and heat rush up to my face. i dont give a damn on it, kay? They are the one who started everything. Well, here it goes.

There is a guy named JY wrote ta ma de (read in mandarin)matrikulasi in fb. And i saw it this morning with tonnes of comments. Well, I feel a lil bit livid at 1st but when i read the comments, i feel like wtf. They wrote matrik ppl enter uni based on a fake cpga4.0 and they are pigs. This pissed me off early in the morning but what had just happened pissed me off till i can have heart attack. F*** them. For ur info, these ppl are f6-mers. And this JY, he got 4 flat. Okay, so what i wrote back as comment is in a very polite way saying that u can choose to enter matrik if u wanna get into uni easily and matrik ppl work hard to get a 4, in uni, some matrik ppl did better than the f6 ppl. Well, he replied me in a very polite way as well. Okay, nvm, that was okay. 4 gt about that.

Until just now, my bestie called up me. My bestie is a f6 ppl also and she asked me to see what LKM posted on JY wall. Okay, for ur info LKM is a f6 ppl as well and he applied for matrik twice but get rejected twice continuously. Yet, he din get a 4 flat in F6 but he still wanna criticize those matrik ppl who gt 4 flat that enter good uni with a good course. F him. And there is a girl , i think is JY's relatives which idk at all. She is such a big 8 po. She sent me messages by using a lot of vulgar words and criticizing all the matrik ppl,saying that matrik paper easy like hell, and a lot more. Wil print screen and put it up when i am free. What a BITCH. The main point is she is someone that i dunno and she is trying to teach me and criticizing how bad are all the matrik students and how bad and ulu USM in kelantan is. She wrote only bad students being allocate at USMKK ulu tempat, if u are brilliant enough, government wont send u to kelantan. Allow me to say SHIT HER ! Ish, a lot more. Make me spoilt my mood for the whole night. *&^%$%^. I knw it is a waste of time talking to these bastards and bitches but they are trying to challenge my patience. I talked in a good way to them but they did it the other way round. Keep on criticizing and always tot that only F6 ppl are the only true 4flaters. Don think that u are f6, u are always the top. Don be so lan si !

Sorry to be for being so vulgar over here. Honestly, i feel freakin angry this time. Just wanna express my feelin, din mean to hurt anybody except the bitch and bastards.

It was like: FINALLY I GOT IT !

OMG OMG OMG, My dream comes true !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, Let me explain.

I just went to take my result this morning from Dr Ismail, My mentor.

I was so freaking nervous cause we were called out during the class was on.

Seeing Dr smiling walking into the room make me feel even more nervous.

Doc announced our result in group form, not by individual.

da da da da

Guess what i got?

I got overall an A-.

Albeit it is not the very best, but i feel quite happy.

At least, i got an A in the last.

I got A+ for my mcq , A+ for my OSPE and alas a C- for my SEQ.

Cause as i mentioned earlier, i know i got 0 marks for the 2 questions.

Thx GOD for granting my wish of getting an A.

But if i did study well for the 2 question of the SEQ, then A+ will be my result now.

Aiya, Nvm. Be grateful :)

Daddy mummy were happy :)

Hehehehe.

Nothing more can really cheer me up except for good result and having awesome parents :)

Anyway, I am improving from the 1st selanjar till the 3rd selanjar.

So what's next?

The Professional Exam.

Okay, for this, i cant aim too high cause it is too tough since we gotta chunk all the 1 year notes.

Thus, just hoping GOD can bless me with a passing result for Pro exam .

Let me pass my 1st year sun sun li li.

*Happy Happy*